// Givemeyoursweetestgoodbye

CLICHE

2010-05-28T21:19:00.003+08:00

CLICHE LIKE MAD BUT,
I MISS LEE SEUNG HYUN ALOT ALOT ALOT♥♥
But not to worry because BIGBANG's come back will be in late August!
Could it be on GD's birthday? or MINE? (:

Was greeted with the new this morning. Was still in sleeping mode as I read FAA's message. Turn on wifi, twitter & read the news. So what do you think? Yes, EYES WERE OPEN WIDE AND I IMMEDIATELY GOT UP, OMG-ING ALOT.

VESAK DAY = SLACK AT HOME

Slept after midnight yet I woke up at 10AM. I don't know why but I've been waking up in the morning even if it's weekends or holidays. Completed about 6 episodes of Brilliant Legacy and I'm nearing to the end. I kinda don't want the show to end because I can't get enough of Seunggi but what to do, have to finish the show. So my afternoon till evening were spent on Brilliant Legacy and flu -.- It's never ending I tell you.

I'm still waiting for Iris part 2's price to go down then can purchase and complete it! The story is hanging at episode 7 -.- which is no fun! I need lots of TOP actions which is after epi 7 onwards. The CD shop sales person over at causeway forced me to buy You're Beautiful when I told her I already watched it online. Don't understand ah? Told me to buy Iris package too when I told her I already have the part 1, so I'm getting part 2 later.

B2ST is coming to Singapore and heck I won't be going ! die la die la! Gonna make sure nothing can beat Ukiss' fanmeet & showcase or else, I'm gonna be superbly sad la.

Getting lazier to update this blog. Diverted my attention to Kidolsblog and Twitter. That's the only reason why I come online & always pray that the laptop won't die on me EVER AGAIN! I can't let my only partner do the updating alone righht? Plus, we've lots of Ideas of what to blog!
Exciting how I'm friends with someone from Brunei ~

xx

I'm thinking of snipping my hair off.
Should I? Should I not?

" What lies before us or what lies behind us is nothing compared to what lies between us "
- a quote I get from Twitter :)

Till then,
see ya ~

GDRAGON FOCUS LOVE

2010-05-26T19:56:00.003+08:00

Kwon Ji Yong ~
FIRE RED HAIR, ZOMG !
Seungri's first, GD's second. But lately, I've been loving GD more and more.
I don't know why, but we know how 'addictive' and mesmerizing our Ji yong is, right? No doubt that his smile and his habit of covering his face with his hand when he's shy melt the hell out of us fans..

Ji Yong oppa, stay healthy & keep making awesome songs for bigbang !

Boys, most probably you're already at Japan now. Work hard there okay? Hope you guys bring back good news ok? good luck for the awards! XD BIGBANG FIGHTING!

XX

School was alright today. Intensive went smoothly although I slept when Mdm Farrah was going through the draft done by each groups. Mianhe ~ My eyes were itching so badly and flu is still on. Couldn't take it, I slept till break time. Did Mock exam paper, a feel of the real paper that I'll be sitting for this coming Monday. It was quite okay eh? Should be..

Lessons were normal and fun actually (: Extra intensive lesson was daebak. It was hilarious and super on. We as a group played a little game and it was hilarious to see Shahrul's spelling mistakes in his free writing. Tomorrow will be the last session and I'll be on my own to revise like mad for the paper. Nervous? Very much. But it's malay paper, general knowledge's there so at least a little burden off my shoulder.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL GCE 'O' CANDIDATES FOR YOUR MT PAPER THIS MONDAY.
FIGHTING !

Till then,
gonna work on Kidolsblog a little more ~

Howdy.

2010-05-25T21:30:00.004+08:00

This is cute madness, to me. TO ME EH.
Afagyel used the picture as Seungri's Bio picture and made me screamed! Tho I know this was from their BSX shoots and already have this picture, I don't know why I screamed out of happiness. Ok, random.

So I did went to school today and it was a big mistake to miss Monday. Should have come on Monday and skipped today because my friends were telling me how much fun they had during the group discussion and class was pretty slacked and time passed fast yesterday while today suck like any other days.. And their teasing me by saying I'm the reason for the hell they went through today -.-'

Well, the part where I mentioned that today suck, that's true. It was definitely body over mind situation already. I slept many times during the mock exam and gave nonsensical answers for the difficult paper. I don't know why but I'm always falling alseep and feel super tired nowadays.. Kinda scare me because my teacher said that one of her student died while sleeping, at home. But noticed that months before the student passed away, the student always tired and falling asleep in class. So, not only Sheizal needs to see the doctor, I think I need too!

For the first time Intensive ended later than usual. 3.45PM.
It was hell since we're so used going home at 2.45PM. Combined class during the second half and yes, it was a torture. People around me should know why. The smell, seriously gave me a bad headache up till noww ! -.-'

Headed home after some chingus ended their class~ Finally online for today and finally posted up my first entry on KIDOLS blog ~ Afagyel has now made 2 entries and her's kicking awesome.
Shall crack my brain and thiinkkkk hard of what to update by the official release of the blog, saturday!

Hope these few last lessons would be awesome. I bet it won't be tho, mock exams everydayyy!
I don't think I can't stand to absorb anymore malay stuff already. My head hurts, literally!

ok, maybe I shall give Brilliant Legacy a miss tonight , I wanna sleep already~
& poor cat, nothing to eat ! I buy you your food tomorrow ok? minaheyo~

YEAH, hold on a little longer.
Tomorrow's Wednesday. Weekends, faster come by~ im tired.

XX
goodnight.

FINALLY BACK !

2010-05-24T11:47:00.009+08:00

KPOP UPDATES : DON'T BOTHER READING IF YOU'RE NOT A KPOP FAN.
ARAJI? :)

Choi Seung Hyun loveees to pinch our Kwon Ji Yong's nippsies.
Not the first time / picture okay! naughty ah !

It's been more than a week huh? Yes.
Laptop was down right after I switched it off the last time I used it.
Mio TV sucked up till now. I don't have KBS world with me for more than a week.
These explains why I'm sick for days. Maybe.

So last Sunday was one of the happiest day for me.
Met up with Rebecca at Sembawang and head to Serangoon and we were like tourist.
We have no idea how to exit or which exit to take from that station. We were kind of lost. Lucky weinthezone texted & I made a call Call ourselves Singaporeans -.-

Hold back my screamings but my facial expression sure epic. I saw this person bought GD ShineAlight CD and she was pointing to me to go to weinthezone. Then there's this buyer who bought like 2 SHINee cd and afew of bigbang's cds. maciam action like that. ok wuteva. She handed over the tube for my poster and my DVD ! (:

Went for dinner at Bishan's Junction 8.
Walked around before dinner & Taeyang's Wedding Dress MV were played on one of the computers at some shop ( didn't take notice of the shop , since taeyang's showing ! ) Stood there, singing while becbec survey laptops, I think! hehe.

After dinner, trained back to Woodlands.
Took the chance to visit CC since it was raining cats & dogs. Promised that we will just visit and get crazy & not to buy anything else. Ended up, I bought a few more green badges to complete my bigbang boys and bigbang cloth (: That's cc.

Before CC, I dragged her over to Popular to see some albums.
So tempting to buy other groups but ended up getting Koewokisete's single album.
That day, I went broke. totally.

Got home and watched ShineAlight !
I couldn't stop spazzing with twitter -.-

So yesterday was alright. Had some gathering for late grandma over at cousin's place.
Teacher sent me home from class and found out she's my cousin's neighbour. It was hilarious ah and small world. Took the same lift , same level but she went to the left and I went to the right.
ok, random. Was there the whole day resulting not being able to tweet ! thru mobile web.
Got home close to midnight and went to bed.

Gave school a miss today cause I'm still sick and was too tired.
Mobile web ~ twitter and found out I'm chosen to be Bigbang's admin for Lisa's and her partner's blog ! alongside Afagyel/saleha from Brunei !! So, I look forward on updating their blog for bigbang! & look forward for what's to come from other admins of other groups.

Now now now.. how can I ever finish up and update with Ri's picture right?
Seriously seungri, waaaaaay to hot and you're matured in Tellmegoodbye!
BIGBANG FIGHTING ! SEUNGRI FIGHTING !

Saturday 15th - I miss FTI alot alot.

2010-05-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

I remembered those days when I was super high for FT Island.
I miss those times. I neeeeeed to get back to them, real soon.
Been listening to their songs lately, the ones the made me cry are all still making me cry, the ones that made me smile are all still making me smile. Hongki's voice, you people have got to give it a listen. To me, it's beyond words. The most heartfelt, sincere and emotional voice I've ever heard. ( Kay ya, hongki bias here ) And I can't do anything but to always clap my hands after Jonghun's guitar solos.

Boys, I'll come back.

Junsu, this is just too pain for me.
Speedy recovery please. Yesterday was just too painful.
Seeing you using crutches and limping, makes me wonder why the hell are you performing.
hahaha, I know I'm asking for too much. I'm asking you to rest but I'm always looking forward for Mubank to see you perform, as well as 2PM.

Just.. recover faster.

xx

There are a few things not properly done for this layout yet. Some things to fix but I don't have time for it today. Perhaps I'll give some time for it tomorrow after class & after collecting my precious DVD at serangoon -.- Which also means, I'm gonna miss out Sketchbook that I've been looking forward for all these while. Should be Daesung's and Hyori's performance leh! grr.
Well, watched it online today and yes daesunggie's voice is just too perfect.

Uri Taeyang's birthday is coming and I can trend ^^
2NE1's anniversay is coming and I CAN'T trend :(

2ANN1, mianhe ~

Shall countdown for Prelims and O levels.
Study hard Irah ! & I love how Umar say, ' amirah, bangun ah jgn tidur.. '
during Maths lesson yesterday.

dude, you gotta understand. Getting an F9 is equivalent as getting a slap on my face.
Might as well I just write down my name and hand in that script, that'll give me an F9 as well.
But thanks, keep on motivating me in class okay ! You've been nice guiding me along during lessons anddddd you also don't play games okay? haha, ok wuteva, he won't be reading this -.-

OH !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CNBLUE'S JONGHYUN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR FILIANA !

JEONGMAL SARANGHAE !

friday 14th No diggity.

2010-05-14T20:15:00.007+08:00

Shahida's

Shahira's

Mine ~

Rebecca's - don't know how to wait, eat the other side already.
hahahahaha.

Atyqa's second round. She already had her ice cream when we're still eating.
Had her second round together with us.

This girl actually sneaked out ice cream.

As you can see only pictures of our ice cream were taken. That's because we were enjoying our meal and also don't wish to have oil all over our cell phone. Rebecca who was practically grilling the chicken meat and distributing it didn't eat much that day I guess? We then grilled lots of chicken meat and have one full plate for her :)

Yesterday.
Despite feeling super tired, I managed to stay wide awake during English lesson.
Mrs Tan and her never ending dirty examples cracked me up.
#1` She was trying to explain that sentence structure etc etc is very important - SVO
SUBJECT - VERB - OBJECT

And of all examples she could have used in class, she chose :
He kissed my rotten ass.

#2 ` She mentioned that people are attracted by the smell of the opposite sex.
It's true and she brought up a story about Karine liking one of our hot PE teacher.

Something like, ' karine's attracted to Pan... (tat). that's interesting. '
Get it? nevermind.

Yesterday's English lesson was all about ASS AND MORE ASSES.

- KPOP -

Kwon leader,
I'm gonna collect one of the million pieces of ShineALight DVD of yours.
Finally, after such a long wait, after tons of emails sent to the admin, a reply was made and I'm estactic to find out that all Items have arrived ! Will collect it this Sunday ~ anyone up to accompany me all the way to Serangoon? It'll be awesome.

People take good quotes off the net by such big inspirational as a source of motivation and to have a deeper meaning of some thing. For me, I get it rightt on our leader's back.

" Too fast to live, too young to die "
- Kwon Ji Yong

What does it mean ? That's up to you to decide.

Things to do for my Kpop idols now is to choose one picture of Seungri to imitate his pose and send it in to the forum as to celebrate Bigbang's 4th ANNI. Did 2 letters/message. The picture thread would be the last.

And, save up and prepare gifts for Ukiss. Well hoping it's allowed. Well who cares, just prepare and give it if we're allowed to. If not, gwaenchana ! Or, save up for Sundown fest ? that one ah, another expensive ticket la alamak. $118 for sundown and if I were to pay for it, i'll be spending $288 in total for both ukiss & sundown fest, somehow.

Have to think of something !

Sorry seungri, your hyungs are just too playful.
Just continue talking to me, alright ? XD

Ukissme !

2010-05-13T22:28:00.003+08:00

Mworago ? This june ! Mworago ? Fanmeet + showcase ! Mworago ? I'm going!
spending that much for the VIP package is definitely worth it. The package is just too wonderful. Yes Alexander, we will have to converse araji ?! XD

I've been leaving this blog rotting for a few days and the mood to blog came awhile ago.

Got back my ugly papers. It was expected because I seriously didn't make a decent attempt to study for Mid Year. I was Kpopping all along and the act of procrastination happened. hahahaha.
" Okay, 8pm I off then I study " - 11pm off comp, sleep.
" Okay, today I study then I go kpop " - study 30 mins, then kpop all night long.
" Okay, should I do some revision now? yeah should, but aiya, kpop awhile la " - awhile? midnight already. Sleep. -.-'

But for the few important papers, an attempt was made but the paper was just too hard. Studied and slept by 10pm, waking up at 5am to revise more was a little help but MATHS WAS TOO HARD. oh, sciences as well -.--- Of course, taking this as a learning point and shall improve and change for the better. Definitely. I know what I'm doing is fine, but excessively, it's not. I'll cut down on it and other Kpoppers should too XD

Monday was the last paper. Did a mini celebration with some chingus, Rebecca, Shahira, Shahida and Atyqah. Rushed back home to prepare to meet them ( ya la, finish paper 9am mah sseesh ) and went to Ngee Ann City for our lunch/dinner at Seoul Garden. Pictures not up yet.

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Mother Tongue Intensive will start this coming Monday and hell I am not looking forward to it, at first. Until Miss Ng lectured us and knock pretty good sense into our brains, I realised it's best to give our best shot this June paper and never sit for it ever again. Okay, I'll try. My Midyear malay isn't that bad as well. (:

FIGHTING !

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I'll update about the Poly talk held earlier on and about today's lessons tomorrow.
My eyes are closing cause I haven't had enough sleep this whole week.

Goodnight.

SEULONG'S day !

2010-05-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2AM'S SEULONG !
No need a clear picture of his face, his choco abs is enough to make us fans drool.
Yes, fans. Cause non fans just don't understand. kekeke.

Kinda shagged today.
Mid Year Exams is officially over today. All I can say is that I'm not taking mid year exams seriously. But of course I'll do something about it. Science paper 1 was horribly done. I think? It was manageable but again, no confidence in passing it. ART was... haha you think ? 3 hours was miserable. My mind was definitely not on the same track. Rushed home and got ready to meet up with the rest ^.^

Shall continue tomorrow with the pictures.
Shall continue to spazz chat with nora before turning in, save electricity.
bleh, tomorrow I'll hog like mad, promise.

Shall be a nice girl tomorrow, try to wake up early to do chores then can hoooggg like mad la okay? I tryy ~ ^^

RACHEL UNNIE, FIGHTING SINCE YOU STARTED YOUR SCHOOLING DAYS ALREADY!
JUST WAIT FOR MY MAIL , BUT IT'LL TAKE SOME TIME OKAY? (: SARANGHAE ~

till then,
goodnight and goodbye.

Junsu don't overwork !

2010-05-07T21:38:00.004+08:00

Kim Junsu oppa, gwaenchanayo?
난 네가 걱정이다.
Yes, I'm really worried about you.

Male group 2PM member Junsu has suffered serious knee pains and was immediately rushed to hospital after a live broadcast. It is known that Junsu was immediately taken to hospital on the 7th after 'Music bank' which was held at the KBS hall. On this day a spokesperson for 2PM said 'Junsu suffered serious knee pains and was taken to a hospital, Yeoiedo Ingeun hospital and is currently tests.

How can I not be worried? I feel bad for anticipating the performance and enjoyed it too when our dearest Junsu might have felt pain and tolerating it. I knew something was amiss when I didn't see him around when they received the this week's K-Chart award. I knew something's not right. I was right. I just can't help it but to feel very sad. whoa, especially listening to this :

Apart from the shaky voice at the later part, he really pulled this thru. WGSSB should know how close we are to this song. And now, listening to Junsu singing this, and knowing his current situation, I can't help it but to tear. Junsu ahh, speedy recovery please. Although we have no idea how far you've recovered or what's going on in the hospital now, I know you're in great pain.. Rest well :)

Like whoa,
my boys look reall gooooooooooooooooooood.
Nabil was telling me that there's this game which he'll play (?) which orignates from Korea and the characters, voice etc is BIGBANG. Yes, I know about it but I've no idea he knows about this!
He mentioned that Taeyang and the character look exactly the same and TOP's the most fierce character. While Seungri, doesn't fit to hold on to a gun! True. haha.

After watching Music Bank, got back to the net and photo spam ~
I've neglected FTIsland today. It's xanderette day for me today, so I actually saved lots of his awesome pictures (: did Junsu's and bigbang's until I learned about the news, I stopped.
no mood no mood no mood.

Rest well Idols, rest well.
Its the 7th, still no news about my DVD.

Ah, left this drafted for hours, was busy Junsu-ing.
I hope he'll update his tweeter on his recovery~ I'll be checking !
Goodnight, gonna watch 2D1N

LETTER TO BIGBANG TO BE DIRECTLY SEND BY HAND TO YG ENT !

2010-05-05T17:28:00.005+08:00

Yes, no kidding. These boys will be reading my letter cause I know,
BIGBANG will never neglect their VIPs !

So, there's this IBIGBANG project taking place so I took part and I can see lots of entries already been made. Some were short and sweet letters, some were mega long letters. I think mine belongs to the okok not long letters. kekeke, I actually gotten a headache as I typed it out.

Here it goes, this is what my boys will be reading.

To: BIGBANG !

SAY B I G TO THE BANG (<-leave this in english) ! HELLO ! I'm IRAHH and I'm from Singapore! and I'm 17 this year. I know there'll be millions of letters from VIPs all around the world and the chances of you guys reading mine is really small. Nevertheless, I'm still writing to you guys wholeheartedly. BIGBANG, you're the reason why I'm into KPOP. I've been singing your songs, playing your videos, watched BIGBANG documentary till where I cried so badly ( especially when seungri's been eliminated, my god ! ) I don't know why but you guys send this vibe to me and I immediately like you guys very very very much. Listening to other groups doesn't feel the same while listening to BIGBANG's songs! I'm always thinking about you guys 24/7 * my heaven ~ * . BIGBANG will always be my NUMBER 1. I missed you guys so much, comeback faster! It's been years and I'm longing for you guys to come on stage ! I'll be sitting for my major exams this year and I'm managing it well, thanks to you. And I'm hoping to save up my own money so that I can tag along with my sister to Korea this december! IM SO HOPING I CAN DROP BY YG ENT AND SEE YOU GUYS since you guys won't drop by Singapore! I promise not to cry at night when I listen to your songs, so you must promise me that you'll work hard! www.-half-alive-.blogspot.com I know I'm being so weird now, but I know you guys are able to surf the net. It's okay if you don't, just thought it'll be nice for bigbang to know what's up in this VIP's life. Honestly, I love you guys alot XD BIGBANG FIGHTING!

BIGBANG IS DYNAMITE ! ( leave this in english )

LOVE,IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

To: SEUNGRI !

LEE SEUNG HYUN ! I'm IRAHH and I'm 17 this year. How are you? Have you eaten? are you bullied by GD? hehehe ! Seungri, you're my Idol, you're my favourite. kekekeke. You're on my cellphone wallpaper, your songs is my ringtone & my alarm which wakes me up every morning. I bought CYON CRYSTAL cause you made it look so tempting! Seungri, you're the cutest maknae I've came across and you're my NUMBER 1 in KPOP scene. I love you to the extreme and finally got the chance to let you know IRAHH does exist in your life! Because my friends are always telling me, 'give up irah, seungri don't even know you exist !' but hehe, I didn't ! see now I have the chance (: I'd never get bored watching your Music videos, live performaces & manwon happiness ! alot more ! andd, my friends are always cheering * GO SEUNGRI GO SEUNGRI * whenever I need something to cheer me on. Indeed it works! You're the cutest Panda I've ever seen! Seungri, Keep working hard and dont let GD Oppa bully you okay! I've seen waay to much of that! heheh, I know it's nyongtory love and I love GRI too! Don't ever get bullied again just because you're the maknae! okay? (: Your smile, your voice, your moves made my day. Don't get a girlfriend yet, it'll just break my heart. And seungri, please please please take care of yourself. After watching The Great Concert cuts and saw the part where the fire poppers hit you and you were in such great pain, I can't hold it any longer. I burst into tears. I know you're strong and healthy but do take care of yourself and please have alot of sleep, panda ! and ehem, SOLO ALBUM PLEASE ! Seungri, work really hard and please know that IRAHHVI is always there with you. Always! (: I'M SEUNGRI'S V.I.P ! I LOVE YOU SEUNGRI !

LOVE, IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

To: G DRAGON !

KWON JI YONG OPPA ! DON'T BULLY SEUNGRI ! hahahahaha. Jiyong, apart from being seungri's V.I.P , you're my second favourite and I think I would faint if I see you ! ( don't tell seungri ! kekeke ) why faint? I don't know, cause it's GDRAGON for goodness sake ! You're such an amazing leader, you're always taking care of our members and I thank you for all that. It must have been hard on you to even take care of TOP who's older ! hahaha. You're the perfect man and I hope you know that! Ji yong, you're my role model, you're very hardworking and you've never given up! fighting! You're so stylish, your hair is always changing style! I love how you stayed strong when things gone bad. Ji yong, do give seungri more parts in bigbang's songs okay? Rest more cause you've been really busy and I believe VIPs don't wanna see you all so tired and sick. drink more water! Maaaan I can't believe I'm writing this to GD ! GD, I LOVE YOU !

LOVE, IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

To: TOP !

CHOI SEUNG HYUN ! Hello Big bang's BIG BOY! Very charismatic , too hot to handle! I've seen pictures of you back in the old days, not looking so good but LOOK AT YOURSELF NOW! CHOI SEUNG HYUN : HOTTEST MAN ALIVE ! HOTTEST MAN LIVE ! Alright Oppa, keep working hard cause I know how passionate you are when it comes to rapping and Acting. I'm looking forward for Into The GunFire. I managed to watch IRIS and my jaw dropped and was in such state of shock when you were killed -.-' It's a great show and you were awesome in it although you killed that japanese girl. haha ! You're very important to bigbang thanks to your oh so good looking charms and your superbly amazing rapping skills. Please stay healthy and don't diet too much. Eat lots of good food and stay happy. Rest alot and don't overwork okay top? XD Choi Seung Hyun, I love you ! * SHOUTOUT from a friend Nora who said she loves you & you're the hottest man alive!

LOVE, IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

To: Daesung !

KANG DAESUNG ! Daesung oppa, how are you? hehe, I'm always eating cotton candy thanks to your amazing song! Your amazing vocals, your eye-smiling smile, your wonderful abs, ahh who won't love our Daesung?! hehe, thank you for always brightening BIGBANG's life with your gags. Don't ever fall sick because VIPs love you very much! Oppa, I'm hoping that your relationship with my Seungri is not awkward already okay! Or else, I'm gonna set you guys up for round 2 of Intimate Note and btw, I looove how you walked cautiously with the blindfold on. VERY FUNNY & CUTE ! Daesung, how I wish I can see you ( along with the other members ) and hand you Doraemon stuff toys and more.. Daesung, stay strong stay healthy! have lots of rest and don't overwork yourself daesung! I hope your day will be a happy DAE (: Kang Dae Sung, I love you ! * SHOUTOUT from a friend, FAACHAN who loves you and only you from BIGBANG !

LOVE, IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

To: Taeyang !

DONG YOUNGBAE ! how are you ? Ahhh, your voice is just too amazing ! BIGBANG sure do have awesome vocals. Your chocolate abs are beyond words. Oppa, take seungri along when you do workouts or maybe go for a jog XD. Your dance moves are all awesome and I even have a guy friend who admire your moves and your style! I personally love Wedding Dress and Only Look At Me <3 Taeyang, It's fun to see you smiling and laughing, especially in the CYON CRYSTAL CF, were you really wearing pink panties? or was seungri teasing you? maan, I love you guys! Taeyang, keep working hard cause I know you can go to greater heights! please have lots of rest and don't overwork too. I'm rooting for you as well oppa ! TaeYang fighting! I LOVE YOU TAEYANG !

LOVE, IRAHHVI
FROM SINGAPORE

REALLY, THANKS.
WELL HERE'S A VID OF WHAT IT'LL ROUGHLY LOOK LIKE, IN THE MAKING.

Yes, I'm a SEUNGRI biased like mad, that explains the longg letter. AND YES, I LEFT MY BLOG LINK, AND I SHALL NEVER CHANGE OR PRIVATE MY BLOG ! Just hope they'll come by ~ It's not a fat hope, seriously.. Nora and I became friends at the right time, or else, I wouldn't have mention her in TOP's letter ! it'll be fun to mention in all but not all friends are bigbang fans. oh well !

bad headache now, maybe sleeping and study thru the night. Or maybe, not studying at all.
yes I lied in the letter saying I'm managing it well, padehal NOT AT ALL !

ALEXANDER, WELCOME :)

2010-05-04T18:49:00.004+08:00

Yes, It's official.
It was a tough fight of who'll be my favourite UKISS member between
dearest Soohyun & zomg Alexander.
After completing Vampire ; fallen in love with Alexander and my aim is to let him know I love him if he comes to Singapore! Not he, but UKISS !
& I would looooooooove to see him *cry* like he always did in Vampire!

YAH ALEXANDER, NA.. JEONGMAL CHUAYO!

CHANSUNG'S gave me this link to GD's picture which made me breathless.
She's always showing me pictures that killed me. From Junsu to AJ to Gdragon.
keep it coming araso! hahaha (:

Malay paper was manageable. Was rushing for time during both papers and ended having 15 minutes spare time -.-' so redid my binaan ayat which suck still even after amendments made.
Spazzed our way home & completed Vampire ~ Kevin, not bad after all :)

*LIKEBIGBANG : EPIC
the one I've been laughing my heads ass lungs eyes out.

GEOGRAPHY TOMORROW.
Shall of now and study ~

goodluck chingus!

chansung's and minhwan's hongki's/dongho's!

2010-05-03T17:49:00.006+08:00

I swear their new lotte duty free pictures almost killed me.
seriously, I almost died and went to heaven. kekeke.

Watched hahamongshow and I'm really happy that our two maknaes are healthy and kicking awesome still (: Seungri looked hotter and matured now. And baby your voice~ wheeps!! & YOU don't need your first love anymore, she did a wrong move to leave you and go for that oppa in her university. I'm sure you're still affected by it, eventho it's been years. Baby, you don't need her. not good that your last text to her was ' i love you ' but good that you changed your number after that. I don't know how real this story is, but I'm believing every bits of it, so, 21BANGS and other webbies, give me more of these ! thankyou :(

KUMAWO SEOULFM FOR THE BIGBANG MARATHON!
NORA AND I WERE SPAZZING LIKE MAD GIRLS MAN!

Yes, we enjoyed the marathon to the fullest and were shocked on the anti climax ending. But they ended it well with Lies, it was good we thought. So we found oursleves a BBspazzing partner! Kumawo dongsaeng! XD

Faa on the other side, don't cry okay another dongsaeng. I know the projay shits are too muccccccccccccccccch, i agree! and that fancam also too much! touch touch hands like that. hahaha. Sorry if you felt like I didn't spazz with you, cause I was too high over bigbang.
will spazz with you, like always, soon okay!

Dongsaengs, Goodluck for your papers! (:
Ya la, i good luck good luck people, I myself don't want go study. tsk.

& pardon us for spamming your timeline of Twitter, it's kind of fun to spazz at twitter sometimes, well most of the time! FAA, THAT PICTURE OF AJ IS TOO HOT TO HANDLE!

& RACHEL UNNIE !축하 해요 for being accepted into the lower sixth form thingy!
Sorry I'm not so sure about the school system over at Malaysia (:

Sorry soohyun, but I think Alexander is still stuck in me already..
I have a picture of him looking shocked, and his white long sleeves were half way removed from his body... kekekkekeke, fell in love with it.

That's it for now, I'm definitely gonna Ukiss fied myself tonight before I sleep.
Goonight lovely chingus (:

2010-05-02T13:33:00.005+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA JUNG JIN WOON OF 2AM!
whoa, I actually love how the members' birthday are so close! Yesterday was dearest Changmin, today is our jinwoon, this coming 11th may would be seulong's!
Jokwon will be the same as me & awesome GD, FTI hyunnie (: *AUGUST♥

Mianhe oppa, all your good looking pictures are in my phone and mostly it's a group picture of Epik High. Nevertheless, this picture is cute to the extreme! Well, that's not the main objective of posting about you. Congratulations on the birth of your first baby! (: Must be very proud huh?
I'm proud of you Lee Sun Woong !

& let us all wait for Tukutz return on 7 August 2011
EPIK HIGH FTW !

No, Seungri's not having a baby boy -.- hahahahaha. I'll be dead if that's true.
whoooops, get it? get it? get it? HAHAHA. Okay, mian..
I just find this picture extreme cute and look at those dark rings.. Hais.
It shows baby is working hard hard hard! & boy, HAHAMONGSHOW : Like BIGBANG is hilarious shitttttttttttttttttttttttt. I love daeri. Also GRI. Also topri.

Now.. don't be shock. We are all glad TOP's all fit and gorgeous now. Don't diet anymore oppa. I know you're dieting during IRIS times and working hard for Into the gunfire.
Don't overwork okay ? TOP FTW !

SUNDAYYY OVERDUE PICTURES.

Sister's chocolate cheese cupcake which was.. okay.

THIS IS THE THING THAT MAKES ME WANNA RETURN TO TOAPAYOH.
It's damn good. Sweet talk is nothing compared to this, i tell you know. it's expensive, but totally worth your $2.40 for a Milk Tea. The pearl given is super generous. Look, I'm almost done with the drink but it's still loaded with soft munchy pearls. And the milk tea IS the milk tea we should have all these while. maaan, it's delicious.

Okay, before I leave..

I know you are feeling very down and devastated now. whatever I say might not help you. but I wanna tell you, you still have friends and cousins around you. I'm not really good at words. But anything, I'm here for you kay. If you need a listening ear, I will be there for you 24/7. Seriously, dont do foolish things. There are bound to be ups and downs in everyone's life. After this down, it will be up. So wait for the up! Be strong, hings will be fine soon. :) dedicate you a song. Strong baby - seungri ♥ cheer up sweetheart :)

kamsahamnida, Rebecca chan !
not really good a words? Now, I'll dedicate this to you.

Lee hongki ( Jeremy ) - really good words.
Indeed, your words ARE really good words.
thankyouverynice.

OUR SEUNGHYUNS.

2010-05-01T20:46:00.002+08:00

CHOI SEUNG HYUN.
who gave his all for the movie 71 - Into The Gunfire.
He's Lieutenant Oh Jang Bum in that movie.

LEE SEUNG HYUN.

Seungri’s busy life in the entertainment industry meant he didn’t get the chance to date properly. His head was full of thoughts like ‘I’m busy as hell, how would I ever have time for a girlfriend?’ Even when he met girls who appealed to him, he would think ‘Should I text her?’ ‘Maybe I should talk to her first’, but he never went past that point.

“I don’t like breaking up.”

Like the rest of us, Seungri also has loving yet embarrassing, cruel memories of his first love. She was a model student who he met back in Gwangju when he was a part of the dance team ‘Episode 1’.

“I saw her while I was dancing, she just stood right out to me.”

She was just some girl who happened to pass by Seungri’s show after watching a movie with her friend. Seungri fell for her at first sight. And maybe it was destiny; her friend later approached him to ask for a photo. Seungri didn’t let this chance slip.

“You should come into the photo too.”

So his first, innocent young love started off like that. Seungri and his “cute and innocent” first girlfriend started dating secretly.

“Even then, we dated in secret. Our dance team was celebrity status in Gwangju, remember? (laughs)”

The young lovers’ relationship was still ongoing three years later. Rather than ‘I love you’, they exchanged supportive words like ‘Try your best’.

“’Try your best today too. Let’s talk again tomorrow.’ We cheered on each others’ dreams.”

As they supported and cheered each other on, Seungri eventually debuted as Big Bang while she entered university in the hopes of becoming a teacher. They were both a huge step closer to their dreams, but the two slowly drifted apart.

“I thought ‘She’s my girl, so I know she’ll stay by my side.’ But one day I went into my girlfriend’s minihompy and it had the shocking word ‘Oppa♥’ written on it. I asked around and it turned out she was dating a guy in his 3rd year of university.”

It was over after that day. But he couldn’t hate her.

“I needed someone to lean on, but you left to a place where I couldn’t even see you anymore. Even when we met up, there was nothing we could do. I want to date someone normal. I don’t want this difficult love....”

He accepted and understood the reason for her change of heart. So it seemed Seungri’s exciting first love had come to an end.

*

baby, all I want you to know is that I love you.

AND FLOWER ROCK, ROCKS!

LAWFIRM DAY. changmin's day !

2010-04-30T23:56:00.005+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKAHMNIDA 2AM'S LEE CHANGMIN <3>

SAENGIL CHUKAHAMNIDA, 2PM JANG WOOYONG! belated *

FLOWER ROCK ROCKS, i never lie one.

I SWEAR TO YOU I'M VERY EXCITED BUT IM TOO TIRED TO EXPRESS IT.
These are the pictures and reason why I'm extremely excited about.
annnnnnnd the one below, baby ri!

Okay, lemme talk about my day first alright? XD
So, SS paper cleared. I turned to the last page the minute we were allowed to do so. Glance thru and actually said to myself, 'fuckshit where's that iraq kuwait topic?' So needless to say how I did for my paper. Needless to even say how I FEEL about this whole exams. Rushed back home and got ready for work ~ mom was being mom. Was supposed to reach Toa Payoh around 11 but I only left home at noon.

In the train, I was tweeting away about this hiphop looking guy and turns out to be a dancer! How the hell I know? I asked for his number. F no -.- Was looking at him until he alighted at Yio Chu Kang. He was doing this small hand wave thingy as he listened to his mp3. waah damn cute/handsome I almost vomitted yesterday's cinnamon melts. ok gross.. -.-'

Texted Silas asking about his well being since he told me he's also sick. Take good care of youself chingu yaa. :) Met my aunty over at her workplace and started work immediately. Was very slow with the filings cause I seriously don't wanna do any mistakes. The pace picked up as time goes by and later it got natural everytime she handed me the paper work.

I did payment recordings. I typed out stuff for her Boss and he thanked me ! wah honoured. In short, I had the gist of working in a Law Firm with a cute chinese intern in the same bloody office. He kept coming to my aunt's office to inform her about calls and such and I kept on staring at him every time he came. pervertic huh. who cares, he is verrrrrry cute I tell you now.

I hinted my aunt but she didn't get it -.- I did it like thrice, even after work! But she told me that that cutie Intern's last day is today. I don't know why I got sad. huahua.

So I'm getting my pay this Monday by my aunt's Boss. $60 for doing simple job the whole day. Pretty okay right? Busu, I don't mind doing this every Friday! cancan call me okay! Imagine $60 every week. shiok.

I was in Awe when I saw this. Baby's style is so simple & yet charming.
I would looooove to walk next to him, with him wearing this. whoa okay..

I have this GIF of TOP & GD dancing randomly but I can't seem to have it uploaded.
Next time most probably. Now, I have to download Flower Rock and enjoy it to the fullest toniggggggggghts. I'm sure Unnie is enjoying it, Minhwan's too ! righht ? (:

I shall have $100 by the end of May, IF I diligently save $5 every weekdays and don't spend it on kpop stuff, for now. Faa just showed me the SHInee sling bag her kpopfamily bought earlier on and I'm getting the feeling the new stock coming in might have bigbang's. 2PM sure have and FAA is going mad ! LOL

AH YES, THE GIF !

For fans, all you see in TOP during interviews and such is seriouness and shyness right?
Now, look at that. He's the olders but sometimes, he could behave like the youngest. And ofcourse seungri, always want to be the oldest -.-

For our Choi Seung Hyunnies, couldn't stop watching huh. hahaha.
oh, not forgetting our leader too ! smexy dance there yonggie!

okay can. I want to off already, I have yet bathe. But I feel lazy la. Aiya face so itchy.
Before I off,

#BBVIPversary <3
#BeStrongSeungho :(

UKISS !

2010-04-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

I know not full member, but i just like this photo.
Unnie just told me she got the RM180 ticket to Ukiss fanmeeting!
So Kissme friends, if interested you can roughly gauge how much it'll cost here in SG.

So, cheapest was RM120 -SG$60
there's a RM180 - SG$90
more i think?
and the expensive one will be RM 350 - SG$175

About there la huh, im just dividing it to half.

FUCKSHIT I HAVEEEEEEEEEE TO SAVE UP.
THE REST OF MY FRIENDS ALR HAVE ENOUGH!
I DONT EVEN HAVE 10BUCKS!

FTI strap day.

2010-04-29T20:47:00.004+08:00

First down, more to go.
English was manageable but confidence isnt there as always.
Couldn't give my best since I'm not feeling well. Mr Joshy pan invigilate our class alongside Ms To whom we thought is super extraaaaa. As Pan walked into the class, I can sense all the girls behind me smiling ear to ear. I turned back and look at Nathasha, damn happy. Turn the other way round and look at Karine, she was too engrossed in doing her paper that she didn't realised her Pan came in -.-'

Paper 1 ended and as we walked out of the class, most of us were talking about Joshy Pan.
Recess was great where Nathasha, becbec and I were predicting who will come in for our second paper and how should we react. Trust me, we went to such extreme prediction.

After clearing English paper, took my Malay oral in the HOD and I think I did my best. Irritated by my flat sengau voice. My reading was better than I thought I would do ! okay then, waited for the Amaths students to clear their doubts and afew of us headed to causeway point ~ thanks to FAA who texted me saying there's UKISS BEAST & HONGKI hp strap ~~~

Ended up, buying FTIsland's & Yonghwa's 2R picture
Anis bought the last piece of Ukiss's & becbec bought SHINee's.

Like I told Rachel Unnie, I gave my boys a bath (:
I should be studying my Social Studies which I no nuts about but I chose to wash all four straps. Seungri's needed a bath like seriously, so I scrubbed his till it sparkled. LOL. I even washed FTIsland which I just bought today. Reason for doing so : it had this sticky thingy at the inner part. now they're still hanging in my bathroom (:

Kay not showing off but I have friends who wondered what or where I keep/do to all the nametags. Well, there you go ! seungri's and hongki's are at my wallet ~

So earlier on, Aunt gave me a call and i looooooooooove how she always calls me princess.
okay random. Anyhooos, she's asking whether I'm up for a day job with her over at her office tomorrow. Considering that I need some cash for Ukiss fanmeeting this July (most probably),
i think I should take it? oh yeah, $7 perhour. But I have to reach her office by 11 lastest!

OKAY HAVE TO STUDY.
WAIT, LEMME CHAT FINISH WITH UNNIE (:

KANG DAE SUNG, WHY SO CUTE!?

waa so many new chingus. waaa -.-

2010-04-27T22:28:00.006+08:00

YG FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY.
I don't know why but seungri and se7en's face stood out man!
i immediately spot their faces as I saw the picture.

Maan i was forced to do this childish bashing online when i don't wish to. Seems like I've been tempted since I've been keeping shut and not post anything about what ever had happened. Weren't you badly hurt when comments about your hair were made? fake or not. no one knows.I also don't know. Didn't you cry when you think about what wrong you've done to deserve that treatment? the list will go on if i choose to. just do go saying after 'leaving' me cause it wasn't me.

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT WHEN WE WERE SO FREAKING CLOSE AS BESTFRIENDS, YOU TOLD PEOPLE YOU DON'T REALLY LIKE ME. ni best.

If you regretted everything, maan i regretted sticking with you for years when I can happily be with others. Ahhhh I feel so stupid for wanting to have a bestfriend day recently -.- and no i won't say my new friends are my bestfriends.
cause I have my real bestfriend since young.

want us to grant your wish? we might ! (:
or end it, im tired.

3RD MAY PAHLEE COME PAHLEE PAHLEE !
So many things to anticipate yknowww~
Flower rock's teaser weren't a disappointment at all!
That 11 seconds were catchy & I'm hoping that the full song will meet my expectation.
which is high since the teaser was hella good ~

#even blondes are cleverer than you.

2010-04-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

Simmer down already. I cant Join in all the kpop group trendings! Think dae is still strong at 10th? Im beat. Been trending since 5pm and twitter still wont allow me to tweet! Walao. i only can see who's trending and see the tweets. twitter suck tonight.

kpop jjang! Bb, ftw. Daesung, once again, happy birthday and i really love you.

FAILED. SORRY DAE

2010-04-26T19:41:00.003+08:00

VIPS always fail when we are almost there.
We worked so hard but it was never enough.
From the trends, VIPs realised that it was hard as other kpop groups started trending.
It was amazing to see how lively KPOP is now, but it hurts cause it's DAE's day. thats all.
We failed, eventhough it's just trending, we failed to make #HAPPYBIRTHDAE the 1st.

We failed and we're mad at ourselvfes as we know, getting 1st for dae is something we all want to. We wanna show or atleast let ourselves know that VIPs are here for our Boys. But we failed.
Twitter said i went over the status limit and i feel like throwing this laptop away. what fuck do you mean? it's been like half an hour since ive stop trending and look where dae is.
FUCK FUCK FUCK. IT'S DAE'S DAY TODAY AND WE SUCKED/FAILED to celebrate it the way we VIPs already planned for like a month or so.

Don't bother trending I♥BigBang & I♥Jiyong already, vips.
Why bother when we can't even bring our dae to where we want him to be?

We were saying how we wished bigbang have their twitter account and see how we hard we're trying, better not VIPs.. doesn't it hurt Dae as he sees him at 4th (now) when he was at 2nd just awhile ago? Ah, i can't believe this. VIPs are lazy and that includes me. I know I had to tweet alot more than what i've done.

why am I so tensed and upset? cause I'm a true vip.
I tweeted about 400plus and still wanting to go on but twitter is limiting everything.
gather all other groups and hit the TT.

Sorry Kang Dae Sung, we failed.
goodnight.

DAE!

2010-04-25T21:57:00.003+08:00

IT'S ALL ABOUT DAE.
GONNA TREND TMR !

KANG DAE SUNG !
PLEASE BE PROUD OF US, VIPS!

No, that's not the 6th member of BIGBANG, and there shall be no 6th member!
It must be some random Thailand person who's involved with their press conference.
Well, that's not the objective of me uploading this. IT'S GRI MOMENT THAT MADE ME WANNA UPLOAD THIS. Eventhough it seems like on one's here. ah it's okay la!
and btw, seungri look freaking fat here. WHOOPS, sorry babyri.

SUNDAAAAAAY.

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!

& Her birthday falls on the same day as Jay's.
~@!@%$%&%^%@#$@# lucky woman.

10TREASUREDBANGS!

2010-04-21T20:07:00.005+08:00

Naturally as a VIP, I diverted all my attention to my boys.
Naturally, I miss my other 5boys! very much.

10treasuredbangs!
SARANGHAEYO.

#1
Woke up late in the morning, felt giddy. Met becbec and off to school. Flu and headache on the first period, parents came on my 4th period. Home sweet home. The journey back wasn't so sweet though. Mom and dad was sooooo ... i dont know what to say

#2
# they didn't ask how I was feeling. Instead go on nagging about me not having enough rest as I'm always hogging on the laptop. True but the decent thing they should do is to ask how I'm feeling. Not a surprised though.

#3
Got home, changed and slept till 6. On time to catch dream team (: Junho was amazing but I would be extremely glad if Junsu were to take part. kekeke.

#4
was told to have Mc or else I can't sit for my Oral which I missed today.
Not getting an MC. So no oral.

#5
mom's waking up soon and she'll burst if she sees me with the laptop. Shall off real soon and switch it on back later midnight, hopefully to do my art & maths.

#6
i don't think i will be doing my art & maths when I'm hogging on the laptop.

#7
Big Bang nominated for 3 MTV VMAJs :
- Best collaborations (GD winds)
- Best new artist video (Gara gara go !)
- Best Pop video (Koe wo Kikasete)

BIGBANG scheduled to perform live!

FIGHTING!

i really need to sleep

2010-04-20T22:11:00.005+08:00

Brother's friend bought for him from Australia.
Who finished it? me (:

QHYUNNIE just saved my life and gave me a link which could convert the videos into wmv format for my creative zen but it's literally taking forever to download one freaking video. Lucky I converted seungri's strong baby, at least I have one good video to watch again & again.. Prolly continue the converting tomorrow cause I'm getting shagged. But I shall make an entry before turning in yeah.

So school today was okay. Was falling asleep while singing the National Anthem & the pledge. My mistake, tried my best to stay awake. Slept during my first period which was relief-ed. skipp ~ Embarassed the shit out of myself when I saw a butterfly flying in our classroom. My reaction & my surprisingly low screams & panicky look was... mygod. Chemistry coach was super on today. We were on task... for a moment. Jokes & laughter among us 5N1 & we could see that Mdm Shuryati is one hell of a joker. Even during chem lesson today.

After coach, waited for chingus to finish up their English. It was a shock to becbec when she found out that I've done my work in class & handed in (: Yeah. Managed to do some cleaning up in class & kpop spazz ON! with becbec & anis. Received a text from chansung's and it made us rushed over to CC.

" I SAW FTISLAND'S POSTER 1BUCK ONLY !!!!!! "
*SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS in class.

So becbec and I were frantically searching for bigbang's poster which chansung's told me that there was a girl who snatch it and paid for it, prolly the last piece. Indeed it was. Managed to get my five treasured boys & Gdragon's postcards. Was told by the shop person that they have new stocks for the posters but they're not putting them up thanks to people who step sit crushed the posters. SEE LA YOU PEOPLE, GOT CHANCE THERE'S BIGBANG'S POSTER YKNOW!

And I saw TOP's and GD's 12 cut poster which makes me go crazy.
Considering it ! if only money comes easily..

walked home with becbec while enjoying cinnamon melts! <3

SUNDAAAAYYYYYYYYYY.

NADIL MAULANA <3

Before I end off, I would like to say that gd, your dvd package look awesome.
can't wait to have mine! I love you oppa!

okay need to sleep. only had like 3 hours of sleep previous night!

MONDAY THE 19TH

2010-04-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Monday for me (:
The day started off well and went on smoothly as well. Surprisingly, didn't feel like sleeping thru out the day except during SS relief test. -.-' English coach today and spent the whole time Ukiss-ing with Anis & Rebecbec XD Anis is a mad fan of ukiss & gave up on TOP! seesh.

Got home after some settling some matters, managed to catch the repeat telecast of Music Bank and rewatched the whole thing, again! Went crazy when B2ST KWILL EPIKHIGH 2AM & SUPREME TEAM CAME OUT! Was a little tone down today unlike the previous time, called rebec and was screaming on the phone till Run devil run played.

YG's surprised weren't much of a surprise as it was mentioned that Gummy's making her comeback & released teaser yesterday or even before it. Nevertheless, Gummy unnie! You got my support! (:

Tomorrow marks the release of Gdragon's SAL DVD ! like finally it's the 20th!
dvd ah ~ faster come to my hands okay? (: Cannot wait!
& enjoying 2PM new album!

Old Big Bang albums are on Gaon's top albums chart last week.
VIPs probably went on a major shopping spree! Hope to see their upcoming Albums topping the charts as well VIPS! <3 Can see that VIPs are not as lazy as we were before. :)

pictures.

2010-04-17T22:21:00.005+08:00

All my life.

I just realised I lost the bigbang photo keychain up there.

As you can see, these people just can't get enough of me.
Always coming to my table after school ends. hahah!!!!

And this She fan, he randomly spot checked my bag yesterday after school and took whatever he can take and put into his pocket. Kpo right see people's stuff.
& yes, class sitting arrangement changed & now I'm in the middle of class next to Umar!
can spazz with him as well cause his sister is a bigbang fan!!

Yes, study hard. can see how heavy my vandalism to my table are?

Alexander's 'Malaysia' killed me. Soohyun's awesome!
AAAHH CUTENESS!

Had swensens for lunch with my sister. packed delifrance's sandwich home and had it for my dinner and watched Iris. I actually root top although he's killing everyone. Shall continue Iris tonight and hope part 2 will come in soon! I need to complete Iris!

UKISS!

2010-04-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

SPAZZED LIKE HELL WITH FAA ON MSN.
PEOPLE EVEN NOTICE HOW CRAZY WE WERE TWEETING ABOUT UKISS NON STOP!

REBEC WILL BE GOING ONCE THEY CONFIRM EH.
I HATE YOU FOR THIS BECBEC!

I WANT SEE SOOHYUN & XANDER WAAA !
Xander's tweet made the fans wild & start trending! hahahaha !

2010-04-16T19:27:00.003+08:00

Gd's SAL premiere fancam made me cry. I wished I was the one screaming *JIYONGG* like the fangirls did. I wished I was there to see gd waving to me & do the sexy pose.
TOP's new hair / new concept for their Japan promo is nice. but oppa, I like it black.
GD mentioned that he already completed many songs for bigbang's album and is aiming to release it sept onwards. But their comebacks are always august/sept. PAHLEE~
Taeyang's solo album coming after Bigbang's new album released.
bigbang are coming out with 2 mini albums, DAEBAK
I will have to spend on THREE HOT ALBUMS *die
MUSIC BANK was repeated - only now I know. but I love today's!
SUPREME TEAM WAS ON AND I WENT WILD ~

Hyori must be feeling low right now.
Unnie, gweanchanayo! (: <3

yes indeed this blog doesn't seem like my own personal blog, it's more like a spazz, kpop updates website right now. So don't mind me, & I know the readers are stopping reading my blog because there's nothing for them to know. haha! A likelihood for me to have the changed to a kpop blog & shall not have much personal updates since I don't bother telling what happened in life.

KPOP LIVE MY LIFE WAYY BETTER.

I WONDER WHAT YG ENT IS UP TO ON THE 19TH!

JIYONG'S PREMIERE

2010-04-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

Our jiyong's Butt pose (:
Reason because he mentioned that he wanted to be a sexy butt star.
LOL LAH JIYONG! sexy please.

& a picture from his me2day! (:
Yes, he finally updated his me2day!

As all VIPs know, today marks the day of ShineAlight's premiere. Jiyong went and thank the fans who bought the tickets & watch it on a big full HD screen. Ah, lucky!
*sniffs.

I'm actually working on my art, after MIA-ing from it for like 3weeks plus?
Yes, finally. I know.

2010-04-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

Those are the three lollipop girls chosen to promote Lollipop2 together with my boys.
Seungri must be extremely happy. -.- hais!

HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN?
Jiyong ah, don't be so close to that girl leh.

YO MA HEART HEART HEART HEART HEARTBREAKER.

WHY

2010-04-13T20:37:00.003+08:00

SE7EN OPPA,
GUMMY UNNIE,
2NE1
& BIGBANG BABIES COMEBACK PLANS
EXCITES ME TO THE MAXIMUM!

YG FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY!
SA - RANG -HAE - YO !

I asked faa where's the knife? She said she have one, want me to stab her for you? and I said,

nono, STAB ME INSTEAD.

Rebec's :
RELAX, SEUNGRI'S
YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT,
EVEN THOUGH HE BELONGS TO YOU, HE HAVE TO DO THESE STUNTS FOR SHOW ONLY
BUT HE BELONGS TO YOU PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY KAY

seungri ah, wae?
AH, i lost the will to live already.

Gd's current case, Top's death in Iris & seungri's mentel-ness..

END IT !

2010-04-12T20:46:00.003+08:00

oppa, gweanchana?
well, I'm not !

Our Jiyong is not guilty. He was cleared of charges not long ago, YG ENT. paid the fine and it should have end there! But why it didn't? Oh please give GDRAGON & YGENT a break! Our jiyong might suffer from another depression thanks to this! He's doing so much for the upcoming album/comeback, he's doing so well as we can see, BUT WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO HIM?

YOU WANT MONEY ISN'T IT?
BABI.SHIT.

I have no mood at all.
I can imagine Jiyong going to the members and *aishh*.
Jiyong ahh ~ fighting ! hang it there!
SA RANG HAE YO ~

2010-04-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

Kamsahamida Oppa!
He was in the mood to spend on me a little today. Not his usual self just now.
He gave me cash, and asked me to take dvd (yes im a considerate sis), and he bought 20plusplus worth of titbits. there's more to mention (: SO, I picked IRIS <3, eventhough I've watched this on KBS, i don't mind watching it again! At least it's not choppy since I can watch all at one go (:

TOP IS FREAKING HOT ON THE COVER UP THERE PLEASE!

He then asked me whether he should try Cotton on or HMV.
DEAR OPPA, HMV PLEASE ! AT LEAST A 50% DISCOUNT FOR MEEEE!
OMGGGG.

Nothing much happened today. went for class in the afternoon. Watched Dream team and 2D1N for the second time. Studied a little and off to cwp with my brother. Now, shall go outside and watch Santau with him.

SEEYA (:

SHINEALIGHT ON THEATERS

2010-04-10T16:54:00.003+08:00

My 롤리델라 눈부신 단둘
화려한 조명 속 우리 단둘

Fan or not, you'll hear Gd calling you to the theaters.
Sorry because I'm extremely having Gd fever right now.
Seungri ah ~ jigeum mweo haeyo?

I've been drinking alot alot alot of tea eversince I watched You're Beautiful where our handsome YungHwa keeps making tea and offering tea to Go mi nam. I've been eating lots of ..

Saw Seunghyun showing this on his goodmorningbob and immediately said,
AH, I ATE THOSE. YOU TOO? hahahahahah!

Wanted to buy this with Rebec but after much consideration, maybe next time.

Yes, the reason why I bought alot of this is pretty obvious.

:)

Looking forward for after MYE & june holidays! Hopefully the rough plans of either Seoul Garden or to have Pizza happens! Right now, I'm suppose to be getting ready to meet Rebecca. At least have my shower before she calls. But I'm doing otherwise.

On a totally different topic, fishy situations are super obvious. The more you plan or make it happen, the more obvious and it'll be a failure to please yourself and FAILURE TO ATTEMPT TO MAKE that the other party feel terribly affected. Well you're so wrong here baby, you're so wrong. it seems like you didn't learn anything for this 2 years or so.

oh, I have my sources, don't forget.
suck it up.

DVD!

2010-04-09T22:15:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY, SEXY JONGHYUN!
Pardon me for the belated wish, was busy doing some errands yesterday!

I have a new love rightttt here.

So, what errands I was working on till I have to no time to blog wish sexy jonghyun?
Ah, #ShineALight DVD ! millions of <3 please! Yes, I've placed my order and it'll be in my hands real soon. Should be getting the first batch as it'll only release on the 20th! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JIYONG'S BED SCENE. It'll be like watching him in Korea, at the first row~ If only it's shown on the theaters in Singapore. I'll get both still ! I LOVE YOU KWON JI YONG GDRAGON<3

Kinda jealous to see many fans already own the shine A light CD which I initally wanted to get, as I've blogged in before. Saw the inner side of the album and oooh baby it's fuckin hot! Jealous! I don't know, I need to save up for more stuff like gd's hairband and top's ring. But, I wanna get SAL's cd. AH SO MANY THINGS TO GET, BUT POCKETS HAVING A LONG TERM FEVER!

waiting for gee's confirmation email, pahlee pahlee!
& also, anticipating Jay's and Dae's & wooyoung's!
& also, nathasha's WHICH FALLS ON THE SAME DAY AS JAY'S!!
She's proud, I feel like killing her on that day. or maybe soon.

I'll trend for you, DAE ! SARANGHAE

ORDER MEH!

2010-04-06T19:53:00.001+08:00

Release Date : April 20
2 versions of the DVD will be released. One is suitable for 12 years & older (cover with RED tears) and the other is for 15 years old and above/uncensored (cover with WHITE tears).

Track List + Photos included in the DVD under the cut.

[ DISK 1 ]
1 INTRO
2 Heartbreaker
3 This love
4 HELLO
5 GossipMan
6 내 나이 열셋+스톰+멋쟁이신사+G-DRAGON >> Age is 13, Storm, Fly Gentleman
7 소년이여 >> A Boy
8 날개 잃은 천사 >> Wingless Angel (The Roora Song)
9 The Leaders
10 Breathe
11 Butterfly
12 But I love u
13 She's Gone
14 나만 바라봐 + 나만 바라봐 part2 >> Look At Me + Look At Me Part 2
15 Korean Dream
16 1년 정거장 >> 1 Year Station
17 Glory and agony
18 거짓말 >> Lies
19 마지막 인사 >> Last Farewell
20 Heartbreaker(앵콜)

[ DISK 2 ]
1 Shine A Light - Making Film
2 지용 승리 탐구생활 >> About GD and Seungri
3 지용 승리 탐구생활 - Making Film >> About GD and Seungri

Remember I posted on SAL's cd? I'm letting that go because DVD babyy~ is more worth it!
& hell yeah, I'm getting the white tears which is the UNCENSORED VER!
but I know nuts about ordering.

BABY I REALLY WANT THE DVD!
SEUNGRI'S IN ALSO LEH!

And I'm thinking of placing an order for this! GDRAGON's hairband! But it'll cost me 11 bucks.
Should i?

THAILAND FANCAMS!

2010-04-06T18:26:00.004+08:00

That's GD, obviously and OUR MR CHOI SEUNG HYUN ! MY GOD !

VID

VID

CAN YOU EVEN STAY COMPOSED AFTER WATCHING THIS? THEY WAVED. I'VE WATCHED OTHER FANCAMS, THEY FREAKINGLY WAVED AT THE FANS. THEY WAVED.
SEE THE PICTURE IN THE VID BEFORE YOU PLAY IT, CAN SEE SEUNGRI KAN. AHAH!
Must say my boy seemed buffed (: !!!!!!

Seungri, Gd and Top is winning my heart. how?
and I can see that TVIPS love Top and Taeyang. gees.

EH SAD LA SERIOUS. SUMPAH NO LIE ONE..

2010-04-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

You know my attempt of killing myself failed yesterday?
My feet were cold as ice.
my mind were swirling as i fall into deep sleep.
I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
but i dont understand why i am still conscious after that 15 hours of sleep.
saddest part was, although the argument with my family took place in the mornin, they Didnt even try to wake me up. I Didnt drink nor eat the whole day.
They didnt care if i died in my sleep
not at all.

April third.

2010-04-03T20:58:00.007+08:00

I'M BIGBANG'S VIP. you know?
-.- kay lol.

Isn't it obvious that I place my top three as the first three solo pictures?
No worries, they are all my top 5 favourites ( HAHA, DUH? )

Seungri - you still look like you need ample of rest ! With school and your Bigbang activities, I don't think you have had enough rest. Come baby, I'll lend you my shoulder (:
GDRAGON: Killer smile, babi betol. you look the same here oppa!
TOP: hey sexy, you look fitter now. Probably because of 19,Iris and Into the Gunfire? Good to see you all bright !
Daesung: Doraemon lookalike please (:
Taeyang: Boy, you look cooooooooool!

But I don't get GD's and TOP's bottoms. Other than that, sexy please. esp seungri. kekekeke. The youngest yet dressed so manly and nice casual.

That is how my boys look like YESTERDAY. I mean, it's like their latest pictures and I'm soooo proud that they're slowly resuming their activities and comeback after 2 years plus.

Ya I know I look like some kind of a moron who goes bonkers while waiting for the maggie to cook. It's nice ! very nice!

Oreo Cheesecake (:
Like finally unnie baked for me.

This one, I don't know what got into her to have those gingerbreadlike figures on her Chocolate Cinnanom cake.

My third Cinnamon melt in three days in a row.

Met Rebecca and it rain. I don't know why but whenever we meet up, it'll be raining. Met Udang and food shopping before heading to RP around 2plus.

As you can see, I kind of ate alot today. Earlier on, I bought Muah Chee and Takoyaki over at Pasar Malam and bought Mango Sunrise. Over at RP, I bought Drinks and Mashed potato. Then we had our dinner, which is the Kimchi Instant noodle, Tom yam for Raudha.

How's the study? hmm, 5 minutes do work, 1 hour kpop-ing.
like that.

Bid goodbyes with Raudha close to 8pm while Rebec and I again walk over to causeway under the rain. Romantic siol. Decided to take a pit stop at Mac and enjoy Cinnamon meltzzxzx (:

Reached home, switched on the laptop and rushed to the kitchen to have a slice of my Oreo Cheesecake (:
HAD FUN TODAYYYYY (:

ANTI SHINEE, WE ANTI YOU!

2010-04-03T19:23:00.003+08:00

You may have your followers. But that's the minority.
We have our followers and that's the majority.

So what are you gonna do about this eh?
Talk it out.

SHINee is innocent, don't go overboard. They don't deserve people like you. They won't even know you exist. At least they know we, Shawols, exist. Kpop is one, don't comment on our video. We did our best and we did for the class's points. You said you hate 5N1 in your Facebook, so why bother saying we'll be a disgrace when YOU yourself don't deserve to be in 5N1. Not even registered in the first place for 2010 class.

Hate 5N1'1O? OH WE HATE YOU TOO.
what? feel like grabbing my hands till it bleed? hehe, come find me ah.
We'll see who will loose the blood alright?

Don't say that I went too far, it's you who lead me to this.
UNDERSTAND? good.

So long eh kau. bodoh pei pendek tak sedar diri muke mintak kene rembat gigi mintak kene cabot tidur dlm class mcm babi tak sedar diri. EH GERAM LA BABI, EH ANGRY LA FUCK

saranghamnida.

2010-04-02T16:51:00.004+08:00

I realised that I'm in no position to miss you. In fact, I'm in no position to even think of you in the first place. But why are you the only one who keeps popping in my mind? Probably you were nice to me. Probably you appeared in my dreams three times. Probably, I still want you ? I thought I could give this a break but it seems like I want it more than ever now. I'm proud to talk about you to my friends, even if I'm talking about what had happened years ago. I like how we're friends now, and not wanting more.. but I want to progress on at the same time.

Jealously took over indeed. But I'm evil. I'm selfish. I'm praying for people's relationship to wreck. Yours, for this matter. But it only lasts for awhile, till I sober up and give myself a slap for having such thinking. I'll never do that to anyone. But when things don't go your way and you get helpless, there's no way you can think straight. I'm sorry. I am.

With that, I hope for the best for you.
Take care.

My boys are probably over at Bangkok now.
KILL ME FASTER

NICK AND AARON! I LOVE APRIL 1ST!

2010-04-01T20:22:00.006+08:00

My stitch coform (:

talk so enthu lor.

Things that happened today really really drove me crazy. Sounds cliche but definitely I went crazy.

Firstly.
Mr Nicholas, you freakingly can dance. Worth those times you go clubbing! If we students were on the verge of crying ( me -.- ) and maybe fainting, what about those sexy mamas you meet there eh? Andweh! ugh.

Teachers were called up on stage to do the 'dish washing dance' which is Super Junior's Sorry Sorry. Mr Nick were the most awesome one. My eyes were glued on him thru out the performance. I was screaming as if I was watching Seungri. Stomped my feet, scream my lungs out and cheered non stop. Was mad that Miss Thia and Justin called out some girl from 3e1 to dance with Mr Nick. And my dreams almost came true. But who crushed it? Myself.

They asked who can do the original dance of Nobody from the floor. Front back side were pointing me and pushing me. As a normal human being who totally have a crush on her teacher, was refusing the whole time, but deep down in my heart, I freaking wanted to stand up and go up on stage. Was called out but didn't go.

Not even a minute later, I regretted so much that I actually have tears in me eyes. Was already out of controlled so who cares if people were to look at me or whatever. NICK PLEASE, who don't want to dance with him siol.

Secondly.
I realised that I'm the luckiest girl on Earth today. Since I made reservations for today's Seoul Garden treat, I got to text and call Mr Aaron! HAHAHAHA. I texted him Ni zai na li, and hoping for him to reply but eh, he called me. :) Then some problems occurred here and there which allows me to have a few more phone calls with him. Although it was Seoul Garden related, I treasured it to the utmost. Mr Aaron Cheng please!

While waiting for him to arrive, Nathasha and I were practising sipping the soup, and grilling the meat. It was hilarious eh! we joke alot and were making so much noise. fun ah today!

He thought Seungri is my Boyfriend when he saw my wall paper. Locked my phone and Junsu appeard. Worst. He was like, ' ahh amirah also have eh.. now I know '. -.-- He was just next to me but different table. He peep at our table a few times and stole my prawn. -.--

Karine's ' Amirah, who is your favourite teacher *eyebrows* ?? ' and classmates 'EHHHH EHHH EHHHH ' were so obvious and I knew from there that it's offical that Mr Cheng knows about me liking him as a teacher thingy.. It went on for awhile.

He said, 'Mr cheng cannot already la.. attached already. but not married'.
Karine's 'Amirah still got chance la' made me wanna drown myself into my seat.
but I like. HAHAHA !

SHY LA PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Touched his Iphone, he touched my crystal. we happy happy take picture (: ENJOY.

Nathasha's Wardah's Shahidah's and mine (:

On my right.

On my lefffffft (: (: (: (:
damn near eh.

-Rebecca caught this. hehehe, act maintain only sia irah.

EH CHER, GO LOWER EH.

automatically go lower.

CHER, DONT GO LOWER. I WANT YOU TALL TALL.

Mr cheng passed my phone to a stranger to take this for us.
I freaked out for awhile as the stranger look so strange -.- scary la.
My phone is less than 5 months old !

group!

So after the photo taking, he left and were stood there and discussed about Pool. At last, plan was cancelled. Head back to Causeway and just look around CC, Courts and bought my Cinnamon melts and head home with Nathasha and Rebecca.

Back home, Ibigbang shocked me with the headline,

[NEWS] T.O.P will officially drop out of Big Bang.

Was already in the state of shock and no words could explain how I felt the moment I saw that. Read thru and was already sad and still not wanting to believe it! But the article seem so real! It's 100% possible that TOP can leave BIGBANG to further his Acting career.

It's an april fool Joke thingy. Thanks ah alee!

So many things shocked me today. April 1st 2010, I love you very very very much.
& NOT FORGETTING MY 5N1 WHO WON 2ND FOR THE FRISBEE Inter Class match! (: Lost by one point to 4N2 who played well (:

seungri, gweanchana?

2010-03-31T17:04:00.005+08:00

Announcement made thru the PA system on Monday by Mr OM lee.

" Attention students in the canteen. Students in the canteen, are you tired of living? If you are tired of living, please come to the admin centre. Thank you "
MADE THE WHOLE MUSIC ROOM LAUGH DURING OUR PRACTICE LOR.

Honestly, it's heartbreaking to look at this.
Honestly, my heart shattered when I look at the pictures and recalling the video.
Honestly, I don't mind getting hit by the stage fire poppers (?) and sprain my ankle and faint for him, if that is what I should do to prevent him from any harm.
Honestly, I cried everytime I think about this.

Honestly, Seungri, I love you.
You'll always be me one and only Strong baby (:

Yesterday's coach was a short one as Mr Cheng were called down for the Napha test thingy. So he trusted us to complete the worksheet and we're free even before 3.30pm. So I was on task together with Nathasha and Shahira. Pahlee pahlee finish, Rebecca and myself took the bus to causeway and did our thingggg. The urge to buy my BIGBANG light stick is not fulfilled yet. Wanted to get it yesterday but when I saw Ft Island's and the pentastick, changed my mind. I shall get all three and one go real soooooon!

After much thinking, hesitation, thinking and more hesitation..

After not having a single poster of my boys, finally have all ! The price was ridiculous but still, I ridiculously paid for it. Can't be helped! Bought a few more 2R pictures of five treasured boys and finally have all 5. Must thank Rebec for helping me search and etc during our 2 hours plus stay at CC (: Kamsahamida chingu (:

Bought Takoyaki and Rebecca bought Muah Chee and we munched our way home while it was drizzling. Romantic eh? haha !

Reached home around 5plus plus, rest awhile and out again for Gelare at around 7pm with most of the cousins! (: Sadly, Raudha wasn't there! :(

Shared with kak Fairuz and Abg Rudy (:
Cousin Nunun, my sister agreed with me that Abg Rudy does look like Eun Jiwon!!
Yay, so I have someone who look like one of my idol (:

Booked Seoul Garden for tomorrow's treat by MR CHENG (: as promised after getting 100% passes and 70% distinction (70% if im not wrong) for Physics Common Test (: So, I hope all 32 heads will appear tomorrow ( including myself :x )

No coach today. Thanks boys for having your Napha test today! (: Left school with my Chingus, Nathasha and Rebecca and over to Causeway for awhile. Brought Nathasha to CC since she have yet went. Was relief upon seeing her reaction when she saw 2NE1's mirror, FILE and so on.

Anyhoos, yesterday there was this 2 girls who came in CC and I overheard them saying a lot of things about people spending money on Kpop. The few sentences that made my blood go upstairs,

' What a waste of money buying all these disgusting things'
' I don't even know there's group called 4MINUTE & what CNBLUE..'
* looking at the mirrors *
' I don't get it why people will waste money on these. Disgusting '

FUCK YOU PLEASE (: I was holding on to my 12cut posters btw. Almost threw it at them but I called out for Rebecca. haha! How can I throw my boys anyway..

###

While queueing.

" kak, you know about 2pm's kiss me mug? (: "
"YES I WANT TO GET TAEC'S!"
"heheheh, I got Junsu's alr hehehe"
"yaya, shut up. shut up."

Over the phone, she was asking for help.
"I want the mug! how."
"Go call the outlets and check"
she did, and called me again.
"PLAZA SING got Taec's and Wooyoung's!"
"okay, go reserve! but eh, I already have mine with me heheheh"
"SHUT UP BYE"

AND REALLY SHE HANG UP ON ME.

JIYONG, I LOVE HEARTBREAKER FT FLORIDA ~
Awesome job please! (: but, I still love YOUR heartbreaker.
*low low low* It's a bit weird when Florida said 'YG Family'.

##

As the members are usually rather quiet, therefore BIGBANG’s waiting room rarely will have high decibel(?) situation. When there are fans gathering outside the room, except for Seungri who will raise his hands and wave, the others will just smile and enter the waiting room. Seungri’s carefully planned escape plans are always thwarted by the hyungs’ loud exclamations. So while on standby, he would always wait for opportunities to look for excuses to stroll around the corridors but will always be held back by the hyungs. Taeyang doesn’t talk much but always managed to find something that will make himself happy. Ever since Daesung starred in [Family Outing], watching his program has become Taeyang’s favorite hobby. TOP’s sharp eyes still let people feel memorable. GD’s fashion sense has extent to the waiting room. When there is nothing to do, he will try on more advanced style. Of course GD’s pet has also become a regular guest at the TV station, when no one is paying attention to him, he will look for a comfortable position to sleep.

-BIGBANG TIME

Isn't my Seungri very nice and hyper ? (:

& I love the fact that my Malay oral falls on the 8th! JONGHYUN'S! WEEEEEEEE.

&&&&

"Idol group Big Bang will be coming this summer. It has been known that Big Bang will be releasing a new album in Korea this summer and start on their promotional activities"

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2010-03-29T20:55:00.004+08:00

A video that Mrs Tan shared with the class earlier this afternoon. Awesome video.

30 MARCH BABY!
SAENGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA, LEE GIKWANG! (:

I've been thinking alot.
Sell my 3 months old Crystal to get Lollipop?

Thats all, I'm not feeling that well.
MC tmr?

2010-03-28T20:42:00.003+08:00

I can't wait to grow up and have my own apartment, my own freedom and my own call to do whatever I want. I can't wait to earn my own living and shall not wait for green light for anything I want to do, I want to get or whatsoever. I want to migrate and stay in Korea or maybe Australia. I don't care about how Singapore is thew safest place on Earth. I want to do what I want.

In short, I hate my life now and I fucking want to grow up fast and mind my own business.

Okay, what's an entry without any kpop updates right? right. Finally I have time to go thru the websites of Bigbang and bam, I got pictures of them that don't seem to be the net where you can get it easily. I even caught Gd with his bad habit, biting his nail! grrr.

See how cute all of them esp TOP on top of seungri (:

Hi sexy boy with 2 different coloures sleeves -.-

I salute the wardrobe noona who styled Top.

JIYONG AH, don't bite !

I'm definitely anticipating for:
APRIL 1ST -RAIN'S COMEBACK
APRIL 2ND - HYORI'S COMEBACK
APRIL 3RD - BIGBANG'S HANDS UP
to be used publicly! For Japan'svariety program, Mezamashi Saturday! (:

Managed to catch Hongki on dream team today. Rebec and I were texting little things we see during the show. Mostly about Hongki and Junho and Minho. Hongki, who isn't strong cracked me up the whole time. Also, watched 2D1N that I gave a miss yesterday night, first time!

I left this entry unpublished for for 1opm -.-
shall log off now!

MUGGY ~

2010-03-27T20:25:00.006+08:00

I know my ear to ear smile will give you a nightmare.

& No, I'm not talking/laughing with/at the mug

Items I bought today ! Besides the mug, I really like the cheapest item up there. Yeah, the wrapping paper. Luckily I saw it while showing Rebec Hongki's playing card. And that, I have to buy real soon !

Taemin's and Seungri's

Taemin's so serious!

Mira Adilah!

Dada didi dudu

Raudha didn't know a great job. FRONT VIEW PLEASE!

Had a great time in the morning - afternoon with dearest Rebecca ! Went over to her place because someone needed more time to get ready -.- hahaha, it's okay ! Trained to Bugis and rushed over to Iluma and start our craze the minute we stepped inside the shop. Both workers were the one over at Lot One's. So, it's awesome !

While finding my 2r pictures, a girl came next to me. Kinda pissed because I thought I had the shop all to myself ( & rebec ) since there weren't many customers when we came, and they left not long after. I think she heard me mentioning ' where's my bigbang!? ' and she started the convo. (:

Girl : Hi excuse me. Do you see any bigbang pictures?
Irah: Nopes, I'm also finding them! You're a fann ?
Girl : Yes, I'm a fan of big bang
Irah: OMG, WHO DO YOU LIKE ? *excited alr*
Girl: oooh, I like TOP. * also excited alr *
Irah: AHHH !!! TOP ! I LIKE OUR MAKNAE, SEUNGRI !
Girl : OH YES SEUNGRI ! where are you from?
Irah: Singapore.. you ?
Girl: Vietnam.

Damn serious I WAS SHOCKED. She came with her parents. Like, super supportive can? So I actually showed her Top's file, pictures of gd and Top. She bought them for her friends who like Gd. Like, wow. A lot of big bang songs played in CC, both of us started to go 'EEEK!' and started singing and look at each other smiling. hahaha.

See bigbang, you even have a vietnam fan!

Some errands to do to get my mug. So irritating and Thanks Rebec ! Lunched over at KFC and back to CC to get my Mug and Minhwan's picture that I forgot to buy! Rebec spent like there's no tomorrow. The 12 cut posters of her SHINee, SHINee's letter holder and SHINee's phone chain mirror which is very beautiful can!

Trained to woodlands and was spazzing with her ALL THE WAY. Walked to RP and me the rest there. Studied and went for pool (: Thanks Hariz for treating us! Played about 2 games after Cikgu Hariz guide me along and bus-ed home with Rebec (:

AND FUCK YOU ANTI SHINEE. Oh, you'll be popular overnight.
No worries, my love.

GRI

2010-03-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Seungri: (0:00 – 0:0:28)
Our relationship is only built of fondness!
In fact people probably see that we are really cute when we play around like Tom and Jerry.
Um..I’m…well Jiyongie hyung is Tom and I’m Jerry, I think that’s because I’m a bit shorter.
Well please show a lot of love to Tom & Jerry, this is called for short “Nyongtory”(yong from kwon jiyong and tory from victory)
hehehe…..Nyongtory cuteee~

G-Dragon: (0:28 – 1:23)
Seungri is a friend who has a burning passion even bigger than a flame.
There are many fans or people in general who watch us o TV and misunderstand us because I tease Seungri so much that they think me and Seungri don’t have a good relationship. But this is really not the case, I have a lot of care for Seungri.
Maybe it’s because I’m a guy that it’s become my habit to always tease him in order to express my affections towards him instead of hugging him. Because of this though we made a lot of people upset but..I…umm…really don’t mean it like that.
I’m thankful to Seungri for liking me so much despite the fact that I annoy him so much.
Seungri has now grown up, he is 20 years old so from now on I’ll be more respectful to Seungri in the future everyone.

Seungri: (1:23 – 1:45)
Right now I’m so relaxed on a broadcast like this!
JIYONGIE HYUNG I LIKE YOU SO MUCHH!!!
heheheh…hehehe…yes…the hyung that I like..so…
Of course I like the Big Bang member hyungs, my wish to be like my hyungs is like a chimney (?) [i dont know what he means by that]
Other members hyungs DON’T BE JEALOUS THINKING THAT I ONLY LIKE JIYONGIE HYUNG!!!

Seungri: (1:45 – 2:05)
Leader hyung is so cool/handsome.
He doesn’t exercise a lot but lately he has gotten in good shape and even taller.
He never has any fat on him…he’s a got a slim body he he..ha ha ha…yes he is very cool/handsome.
Yes in the future please take more care of me Seungri, Jiyong hyung.

G-Dragon: (2:05 – 2:27)
Now our maknae has become a very manly man. Recently when he gets out of the shower his body has become better and built and his shoulders have also gotten wider. (more muscular)
Seungri wait a minute, I’ll take him out on a trip
I’d make it prettily, prettily, beautiful, prettyily prettily..
*whispers* Seungri-ah, Seungri-ah..
Come here…hey! hey!

I SERIOUSLY LOVE GRI. I do I do I do I do.
Seungri, I love your voice please. and the way you chuckled about the Nyongtory. my god~

THAI FANS AH!

2010-03-26T21:37:00.004+08:00

Logged in and the link appeared and I got excited. I tried on some swirls and flowery ones but chose bigbang's (: I tried on some of other kpop groups though.. 2NE1'S PRETTYYY!

Seung gi, Geun Suk & Yonghwa will be on today's Awards show! Ah, should I watch and or sleep? I must say, despite getting exciting thanks to those boys appearing in the award show, I'm kinda pissed as there's no 2D1N. Looking forward lor!

Called couple of CC outlets to check on the mugs. Finally, Iluma seem to have ONE LEFT. Probably heading there in the morning then to do some studying with the rest.

Some Birthday wishes to be made.

UNNIE, SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!
No worries, I didn't forget you!

YOU TOO! (:

Not much time spent on kpop and the laptop recently. Got so vexed upon watching the kissing thingy. Although it was just the forehead of a fangirl who met with Hongki's lips, I couldn't accept that. cannot, and will not. Didn't bloghopped, didn't allkpop, didn't watch any fancams nor any vids, didn't Big bang fied myself. School work and being active with the class stuff left me with no time to do my own stuff. This week is spelt TIREDNESS OVERLOADED.

AND DAMN YOU THAI VIPS! DON'T ENJOY YOURSELF ON THE 2ND APRIL! STUPID HOW BIGBANG CAN HOLD A PRESS CONFERENCE THERE AND NOT HERE! WALAAAO.

KPOP MADNESS!

2010-03-24T22:25:00.006+08:00

SERIOUSLY OVERLOADED WITH KPOP UPDATES HERE.
I've warned you

I AM DEFINITELY ANTICIPATING FOR BI RAIN'S COMEBACK PLEASE!

AND THE FOLLOWING DAY..

HYORI ! KOREA'S BEYONCE, SEX ICON! (:
Come on, in her thirties but freaking hot like this? wow, just.. wow.

But don't think I'm okay with you kissing TOP okay?! I am still hopping mad and jealous about it but I can do nothing about it. See la, you too hot, even TOP cannot resist -.-

Baby, you're so hip-hopish! So not you but I like !

DIDN'T KNOW YOU'RE ON INVICINBLE YOUTH BABY!

Just look at Seungri's. It's the cutest, for real. Just look at him sitting down!

Flo-Rida will hold a concert at the Yonsei University auditorium on May 21 and 22. The organizers of the concerts, Moon Stone Korea, have hinted at a possible “surprise guest performer” during the show.

Korean media are claiming that Flo-Rida’s surge in popularity is due to the allegations of plagiarism over G-Dragon’s Heartbreaker.

It’s possible! American artists that perform in Korea always like to have a Korean artist perform for them to attract the crowd and it’s very likely that it’ll be GD since there’s been some uneeded controversy there before. We’ll have to wait and see! Haha GD would probably steal all the spotlight from him though!

Thanks to YGbounce-

VIPS, NOT EXCITED MEH!?

Been getting home late this week and I'll be home late for the next few days due to the cheerobics. Too little time, and lots of madness dancesteps to work on with my classmates. Hoping it'll come out awesome cause we're super excited just by listening to the songs compiled.
&&, I LOVE OUR CLASS TEE CAN? (:

5N1, HWAITING!

I've not been visiting ANY CC this few days already since I'm busy with school. So tempting to rush there to get the individual FTI's picture with I don't seem to find any until Faachan told me about it uh, yesterday? Aiseh. And have I thanked you for Junsu's strap? Thankayou! haha (:

ANyhoos, today.
NAPHA was alright. Mr nicholas said my jump was very good. I have to agree on that! haha! I didn't know that I could jump in the first place with him standing there watching me and the rest jump. Was seriously sad when the other class when to his station which means I lost the chance to see him. But ended up, he went around watching over three stations. Estatic I was!

Napha was not bad for me, I did pretty well for all stations and hoping for a gold! XD XD.
Thanks classmates for cheering me on by saying BIGBANG, HONGKI, SEUNGRI and I heard Mr Goh said Hongyee -.- Anyhow eh! I know my image tarnished when I actually screamed BIGBANG out loud while doing the pull up. I know... but it was all goood.. hahah!

Okay, last farewell before Mr Isham kill me for not doing a single drawing over the holidays. I even had a bad dream yesterday night of him asking me how many images have I done. Gosh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUN WOO!

2010-03-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA, LEE HYUN WOO AKA CHANDU <3!>

#happy birthday, 1993 baby! XD

SEUNGRI FIED!

2010-03-22T20:49:00.002+08:00

Seems that you're enjoying every bit of your Uni life eh?
But pleaseee don't try to be funny okay? Big Bang won't do without you and have DaeSung as our Maknae! NO NO NO ! AHH !

Dining at his Uni's cafeteria. How I wish I'm seated next to him and watch him eat and points out , ' baby ri, you got rice on your cheeks. ' AIGOOOOOOOO!

That's all for today. Too tired to blog about the whole day. Practically super duper tired that I slept during SS lesson and Physics and Mr Cheng didn't even wake me up! Bad headache and was feeling very cold. Shouldn't have attended school today.

Faachan passed me Junsu's strap and I took off Bigbang's and tried Junsu's on. Thanks Faachan! (: Shall head to Suntec one day eh!! XD

KDRAMA KPOP

2010-03-21T20:29:00.004+08:00

Definitely look better on TV. He's the reason why I turn on the tv and watch glory of family from 7.30pm to 9pm please! Park si hoo, handsome many many!

Trust me, I went 'EEEEEEEEEEEEK' when I came upon this update. I wouldn't mind having on since my lips are always dry and peeling off! It'll be great to have lips like Jiyong's (:

Jiyong Berry Taste Moisture and gloss type Lipstick

*Happy feeling through mildy sweet Jiyong berry taste
*Animal moisturizer ingredient, Gaho oil composition

Purpose of Use
For the appearance of lips for kissing Jiyong, it protects your lips from strong sunlight and cold winds. It prevents roughness and dryness and will make your lips attractively smooth, the kind that Jiyong likes.

Storage and Care
By no means should you use this on your lips for the sake of other men [other than Jiyong].
Please store and keep out of reach of Jiyong.

The cutest maknae alive than I surrender my love to, when will you give up on those trench coats? Yes you look hot in the suit kind of trench coats but this Lollipop's and Gara Gara Go's coats seem to be your favourite recently!

Well the purpose of this picture is Victory's 'V'! (:

Sick.

2010-03-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

Sick. Tried to complete my homework but failed. Exchanging youtube links with Faa and laughing out ass off. Mom bought lots of frozen food and snacks. I can munch while watching Brilliant Legacy later. Or, should I rest?

Wonderful weather but couldn't go back to sleep at 11 am -.- I think it's a habit to watch I hate you before going to sleep and right after I wake up these days. To Junsu-fied myself! That reminds me, the mug the mug. Nad's not texting me anything and it's alr 10. No hope alr..

Besides laughing my ass off with faa, I'm in no mood for anything else.
see ya.

3am. Ineed to sleep

2010-03-19T02:44:00.000+08:00

The nearer i got to own the mug, the more restless i get. Nadiah will help me look for it and prolly get it for me first.

I dont know if i should be spending that huge sum of money for a mug. I dont Know if getting it would be a great idea. But i never like the way im feeling right now, have got to quench this thirst for and with the mug! Haha ~ so for now all i gotta do is pray it's still available.

Homework were left untouched. I can clear it but art is impossible. I realised that i seriously dont give any attention to art this year. What is happening?

ah. I dont know. Lets worry about it tomorrow. Cause of all these, i cant sleep and made me bother those who are sleeping and one who's clubbing. Lol. Mianhaeyo unnie~

seungri hongki onew changmin jonghun top junsu minhwan , how are you? Ah since im on this topic, minho! Hope you'll have a speedy recovery :)

and baby ri, i wonder what you're up to now.. Bogoshipo !

kiss me mug~

2010-03-18T20:48:00.006+08:00

FAA SERIOUSLY MADE ME WANNA RUSH DOWN TO ILUMA AND GET MYSELF JUNSU'S KISS ME MUG EVERSINCE SHE GOT HER CHANSUNG'S JUST NOW ~

Anyone yearning to get one, text me hor !

okay I demam already ~
ALL BLAME FAACHAN.

Now I'm really stuck.
Geun suk's fanmeeting or Ukiss or spend it on the mug?

even feel like ordering the phone skin but it'll cost me a sick 26 bucks for it. What's tempting me to buy it when 2PM isn't one of my top favourites for now? It's available for Lg Crystal! And I've been wanting to pimp my phone properly and not with some lame stickers and such.

Eoteokke.

See, should have kept my raya money eventhough it's less than 50 bucks. See, should have not get crystal ( but i cannot regret leh! )

I'm gonna kill myself if Bigbang or FTI were to come up with any merchandises.
serious speaking.

I personally think that Gara gara go's MV is one of the awesomest video and the dance steps is sure a killer. Baby in particular look so fly ~ in the video and everytime each members solo parts come, I can't get hold of myself.

Its like, 'my god it's BIG BANG MEMBERS! '
don't get me? its okay.

COMPLETED EH !

2010-03-17T14:24:00.003+08:00

Completed the whole drama despite the confiscating of laptop almost every night by father. I don't really like the ending because Jeremy wasn't around :( Or at least let Shinwoo end it! SEASON 2 PLEASE! Watched a lot of the behind the scene are awesome man.

TO THE FANMEETING OR NOT MAN!?

So finally I can minimize the time spent on the laptop and to the Tv now~ BRILLIANT LEGACY WHEEEEE~

And changmin, I've always find you god damn attractive.

KWON JI YONG OPPA!

2010-03-16T20:25:00.004+08:00

FIRST THINGS FIRST LA PEOPLE OMG!

I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY OVER KPOP NEWS AND SUCH. I WAS GREETED WITH THIS NEWS THAT I'VE BEEN LONGING FOR EVERSINCE HE WAS LANDED IN THAT SITUATION. FINALLY, POLICE ARE WRONG ( CURSE YOU FOR THAT ! ) AND OUR LEADER IS FREE OF CHARGES!!!!!! ZOMG I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY OMGOMG.

As for the “bed scene” performance of Breathe, it was decided that the performance was just trying to express the song dramatically, so it wasn’t counted as a lewd conduct. However, the police demanded around 3,000,000 won ($2,600 USD) as a fine; as a performer, G-Dragon and his associated staff have taken care of the matter.

OH! please, I'm pretty sure that amount is nothing much to him. GD, go pay okay? (: More news to come regarding his collab with florida. Ah, so many awesome things happening.

OMG HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
SARANGHAEYO, KWON JI YONG SHI!

Ah, I find this awesomely sexy that no words can describe it. Well I think I described it already. I am too excited over the GD's news and seeing this picture makes me even more excited. I don't know when Kpop's gonna be cleanse out of my system, but I'm sure it's gonna take a long timee. So till then, stay in me and make me go WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Rachel passed me Brilliant Legacy and yes, that adds to the whole excitement thingy. Omg can today get any better?!?!?!?!?!

I'm suppose to finish up five more parts of the last episode of YAB since dad told me to off yesterday night! Seeesh, totally killed it. Was in the midst of excitement to complete and there he goes.

The first picture like cibai I know, I don't want to watch already.
MY LEE SEUNG GI LOR, HOW CAN HE KISS !?
this one I dont like, other than that, today is the most kick ass day for me (:

AND YES RACHEL I DONT THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO SLEEP TONIGHT.

I want i want I want !

2010-03-13T17:04:00.004+08:00

THE 2 ITEMS I WOULD CURRENTLY DIE FOR.

G-DRAGON'S SHINE A LIGHT TRACKLIST !!!!

BIG BANG'S STAND UP TOUR DVD !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Click to enlarge.
It's seriously funny. The good and bad examples by my boys (:

scheduled~

2010-03-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA, UKISS'S ELI ! (:

I'm on a mission to complete the show before Tuesday so that by tuesday I can put all my attention to Brilliant Legacy and my Seunggi ! Omo~ AH, i love holidays. It makes me feel seriously occupied by Kdramas and Kpop (: IRAH CHUAYO!

And I'm wondering so much now.. What's gonna happen to Jiyong oppa? No news no nothing. And he's collaborating with Florida. That makes me feel a little relief?
Since he's really back on track. Aish gdragon shii !

Saturday now :( SHAWOLS, enjoy yourself.

HOME BASED LEARNING.

2010-03-12T08:53:00.005+08:00

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA, FAACHAN!
Hope you're blessed with lots of love from chansung yeaah!

So i went to bed close to 2am this morning.
*Jugeodo mot bonae naega eotteohke neol bonae* ~
Rearranged my photo files which went hay-wire yesterday and went to lalaland with Seungri singing only one person, on replay! So it went on and on. So angelic and pure la the voice!

Faa, the semangat girl wanted to online at 6.30AM but hor, went I texted her at 8 plus when I woke up, she just woke up too. The Eportal thingy is getting on my nerve but I'm slowly getting the hang of it. Hang of what? Lagging and couldn't access to it. So I use the time to blog and such!

I'm borrowing's Rachel's Brilliant Legacy DVD this Tuesday and I am gonna get super freaking super duper truper excited upon receiving it. LEE SEUNG GI MANZXZXZX! If only someone owns You're Beautiful eh :)

Eportal isn't working still for me and I'm youtube-ing. Once I'm hooked, I'll say goodbye to the homework there ah !

AND OH YES. No matter how amazingly cute you look up there Mr Tempo, I will want you to be my bodyguard ! Bodyguard can be cute right ? haha. Indeed Iris left a deep impression on Top. I love his character in Iris although it's redundant, like people said. Nevertheless, Iris's popular, Top's popular and Iris's awesome.

And what in the world is Seungri doing up there eh? haha ! Kesian sia kena cut away from the picture. Saranghaeyo top & seungri oppa ! ~

and TOP, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA RELEASED YOUR NEW SINGLEEEEEEEEEEE?!

Look at the two SeungHyuns chilling out. Top may be the oldest but he is really a kid at heart. Just look at the way he sits! And my baby on the other hand is sitting like nobody's business! Ah, if only I'm chillaxing with the both of them !

KYOOOO TO THE MAXIMUM I TELL YOUUU.
Please, this is when he's like 16/17? i guess.

Laptop's back.

2010-03-11T22:11:00.005+08:00

SHINee FEVER INDEED.

After much thoughts, I realised it's impossible for me to head down to IMM for their Showcase cause I do not have 35 bucks. Saturday would be a blast for those who are going :( REBEC! Aisehhh.. Nothing much I can do except to cry like a baby till SHINee Visit Fever wears off. Which I know it'll take a lonnnggg timeee. So Rachel goh and Jia Hui, don't irritate me during band practice! Araseo?? (:

Ah, I can't believe I'm trying to let this go. I want to see Onew and Key :(
Rebecca's over at the Airport now waiting for their Arrival. I told her to say hi to Onew for me!

Well look who's baby is busy reading. Why so serious baby? haha.

Smexy much isn't it? With his boots and the way he hold up his finger to flip the page. bogoshipoyo~

Thanks to Mira Adilah for the awesome drawing! Thanks to my file for the reference of the font though. Yes, that's my table in class and I didn't vandalised it. I erm, actually, decorated it. Though I wrote many stuff on the table.. Anyhoos, in the future I shall laminate the 'poster' along with the star or prabably paste it on a big board and tada, I'm ready to meet BB ! (:

AH, should have taken a picture of Taemin's table! hahaha! it's decorated too !

Home based learning tomorrow and I'm quite excited. I'll have the whole morning, hopefully, to do what I've been wanting to! UPDATES, DOWNLOADS AND YOUTUBEEEEEE~ So homework on the portal, don't be such a wet blanket okay?

Besides homework on the portal, lots of written homework needs to be done during the hols which is packed with my english coach and band practices. I'm now seriously motivated to come for practices since the korean guy is in the band ! OMOOOOO ~ Talked to him earlier but was something damn random.

'Anneyong haseyo'
*he bowed*
' YOU KNOW BIG BANG? '
* he nodded and smiled *

He was a little busy as he was packing up the percussion instruments back into the room, that's why. I was shocked when I realised it's him. I ran out and called Faa and ran to my juniors and we went crazy for awhile. Instant popularity ah dier! So, definitely I look forward for the band day camp this tues and wed ! Haengbokkkk!

Not forgetting,
SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA, SOOHYUN

ELI'S , HYEONWOO'S <3 AND WONBIN'S !
AH, I'm eagerly waiting for the dates. (:

Hearttrob.

2010-03-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

Im really feeling very uneasy now. Knowing shinee fever is nearing like mad. Rebec is confirmed going for their arrival and the award show. Faa's going for their arrival. Eoteokke! I cant accept the fact that onew oppa will be on the same freaking land as me!

Well this wont change the fact that i am still a very proud VIP eh.

Today was a typical day for me. Im not sure but i guess i was both focus in class and also extremely distracted with kpop. Ya i also dont get it. The weather was awesomely awesome. Mr cheng said my graph is fantastic! Mira witnessed it and saw how delighted i was. Haha yeah.

Maybe i should just save up for fti and my Korea trip. Or maybe big bang's. Fat hope though. But shinee's is just few days away! God.

Miss nathasha aka park bom was absent today. Didnt reply my message but tagged me and made me feel even worst! Nehmind, at least you know which is top and which is gd. Hehehe inside joke so dont bother digging, you.

Part two

2010-03-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

I want to be a better primadonna. Okay... contradiction here!

Im blogging again after less than 10 mins.

I need the laptop to heal so i can see what i need to see , watch what i need to watch and buy what i need to buy.

Ah what am i thinking.. Not thinking straight that is.. I cant sleep. I cant sleep. I cant sleep! Obsession running wild that i just cant stop thinking about them! Which makes me more guilty towards seungri which makes me question myself non stop, ' mcm maner nie? '
Friends should know my habit of saying that sentence. Ah i cant sleep!

and i want to be the number 1 vip. -.-

Let it out entry.

2010-03-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

You worked hard. You fought hard. You are still very young. Even those there are others who is so much younger, you're still the only maknae alive i cry for. You're the only maknae i dream of. You're the only maknae i look up to. You're the 'only one person' i would die for. Listening to your unreleased song, tears run down my cheeks. Man i missed you so much! I really do. Its like i know you for real and not fantasies. I was busy with fti shinee ukiss especially my Hongki, etc that i rarely get back to you and your hyungs, recently. :( sorry. Seungri, im your vip and I'll be like every other vips, want you to know that you're my number one. I would want to go up to you and just tap you and you'll turn and I'll say, ' annyeong haseyo seungri oppa! Saranghaeyo *does the heart shape over the head* and im your vip! '

man i yearn the reaction from you. Be it like what the .. Or the honoured reaction or you awesomely cute reaction, i would want to see it.

I promise to be a loyal vip to you and your hyungs. *Pinky swear* if only i pinky swear with you eh!

mark my words, baby ri!
Seungri ah, saranghaeyo.
Gosh i bad to the extreme.
Love, vip.

And we have got a poser in town! Ah im so mad mad mad! But im cool. Am i?

50 bucks is not enough!

2010-03-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

Im very annoyed that i cant upload photos! Snapped alot of my oh so precious merchandises i bought today! Yes it may seem like a waste of money but it cant be helped! Wasnt that satisfied cause i saw big bang canvas photo at cck! Cant afford. And just before we entered the shop, i already went crazy as i was welcome by both big bang and ft island's rolled up posters hanging up there! My god it was crazy.

So after much consideration, decided not to get pentastick and big bang's light stick and both group's mirrors and passport covers! Cb i tell you. Instead, i bought 8 2r pictures, lots of name tags, and big bang's lanyard. And also coffee prince's pictures for sister.

Searched for my bag and ya. Got one.

Oh my god master of study ! Chandu use big bang's song as he ringtone! Oh my god we are so fated please. Haha!

Faa, your seungho punched my hyeon woo! Walao!

Back at causeway, went to cc and lost control again. Bought shinee's name tag and their awesome mini poster and 2 big bang's photos and a few more 2r pictures! Got rebec her handsome taemin. Haha!

Later got to know she got me seungri's calendar! :)

so today's spelt as madness. I cant decide what to do with the name tags. I cant spend anymore on merchandise. Esh.

Was with faa the whole time and she witnessed how fickle mined i am. Haha.

Done! :)

obsessive defensive Overprotective. Syndrome.

2010-03-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

I must say that Jonghun's day is well spent for me! I was delighted to see extra $40 in my bank together with the some i get for my uniform. But the happiness lasted for awhile after knowing that sunplaza dont have cc. Cab to grandparent's after religious class and had steamboat as a big family. Backed home at 10 and realised i did nothing productive for school this weekend.

Today's emotions varied. From happiness to sadness to hyper to excited to anger. Yeah.

$800 is a freaking huge sum for a student like me to save up by Sep. Why eh? Which kpop group is coming you might ask. Nope, actually, my sister told me that she confirmed on her trip to Korea this December therefore, i have to pay for my own flight if i wanna tag along. Of course i do! But eight hundred is alot.

If i can make it, im just hoping faa can too! spazz thru out our journey! She already did ask her parents but money was the problem. Of course, it is for me too! Lets work hard eh!

Overwhelmed with excitement just talking about this. Haha!

Mood killer.
One may hate people who congregate with others to bad mouth. Of course all of us have been there. And we know how horrible we can get when it comes to badmouthing. I've been there. And i too, have been in the shoes of the victim, which is infuriating!

Its been awhile, so i dont get you anymore.

I detest you. Period.

I must say im feeling better now :)

Hoping faa could make it later! My last resort!

Saranghaeyo, Jonghun !

2010-03-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

First things first,
Saengil chukha hamnida, #greasyleader!

Aigoo, im smiling the whole day knowing Jonghun's birthday is few hours away! :) hope you enjoy your day!

Next will be wonbin's :)

sadly i cant upload pictures of Jonghun to go along with the wish as im blogging thru my phone. :( nevertheless, im still able to wish!

Was planning to kpop shopping later on even if CHANSUNG'S or TAEMIN'S or Alyssha couldn't make it but found i too cant cause there's family steamboat gathering at grandparent's place. Yes, sad. Even those badges i hid went missing already.. Shattered my hope to own all of it! Esh.

My day today was pretty well spent as an off day, away from books and lack of sleep. I woke up just in time for invincible youth, which was a repeated telecast and after which was dream team! Which i think it is too. But because i couldnt watch on the actual episode, i enjoyed the show and was happily laughing out loud. Then i watched alot of episodes a story about this family of sextuplets. After many episodes, i memorized all 6 babies! Haha.

Okay its already midnight! Shall end the entry! Again, happy birthday Jonghun! Saranghaeyo!

I AM GD'S LOLLIDELLA! (:

2010-03-05T22:16:00.003+08:00

{Rap}
[GD] But Cinderella geu daen binnaneun L.E.D gudul shineobeorin lollidella
My lollidella nun bushin like here we go party like its your birthday
hwaryeo han jomyeong sok uri dan dul
sae ro un iyagi Lollipop 2
dalkomham bodan jjaritan nae style, lets get wild

{Bridge}
[GD] Now here she comes she wants some of my lollipop
She touchin on ma body makes me wanna rock
Now here I come I give it to her straight up and down
Now here I come, here I come, come come come come
* gotta listen to the way he sing it. seriously sexy *

I loveeeeee GD'S part in Lollipop 2. And I bet my other boys part are equally smexy! Only that GD's part are much more hotter and obviously rated needed :) haha. Especially the bridge, where I bold.

The Fire Drill thingy was awesome actually as I was part of the acting crew. The whole event started at 8.15am where we had our breakfast, briefing and make up for the ones whose role are to be injured and so on.. I need not have blood but we all played with it (:

Although I didn't play the role of a traumatised student, I was pretty traumatised after the whole event. I actually controlled myself and not to go yuckkk and stuff upon seeing the blood because I didn't want to ruin the whole process. I think I was affected? As I had a slight fever which came with a combo (: Flu and bad headache at night.

These whole week has been pretty tiring. In fact, it is damn tiring. I attended school two weeks straight due to Common Test and this week to go thru the papers. Hoping to get a nice rest this weekends but there's art to complete or else my March hols will be affected! Already.... ENGLISH LESSON THE FREAKING WHOLE DAY SIAAAAA. if im not mistaken, 8 to 12 (an hour break) 1 to 4

AND I DREAMT OF UKISS ONE OF THE RECENT NIGHTS SIA ~!
Can't stop screaming if I see Hong ki's vids or any cute part showed. Omoooo~ If seungri were to know... I'm dead. I'll be a dead betrayer by then okay wtf. ahaha!

Was talking about something and ended up talking about pregnancy and not being able to walk so much and Alyssha said I'll be lying on my bed thru out the 9 months and Seungri will be feeding me. HAHA. She said she sees Seungri as a better father and husband than Hongki ! Hilarious fangirling moments.

okiiiis, added more song to the playlist (; haengbokkk.

AND FAA, I AM JEALOUS OKKAY! I CAN'T KPOP SHOPPING!!

Unaware, i was there.

2010-03-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

It was great.

I finally spent some money at cc today. There's so many i want but not enough money. So i managed to get seungri's name tag. And along with another Hongki's picture and onew's.

Major thanks to rebec for getting me ft island's file and two badges first. Thanks.

Earlier on, i really heard 2am's song but when i called Faa, it changed to ft island's song. And i heard cruel temptation's ost and awhile later, it was another song. I think im sick?

Hoping tomorrow would be a k pop shopping day for me!

Update soon, bad headache.

Blood

2010-03-02T16:36:00.001+08:00

I cant believe im in tears. What the fuck is wrong with people around me? One thing i noticed, she's angry at someone else then made me her target to vent all her anger on me. No link eh please.

I've said this and im saying this again, im trying hard at school for my future but you gave me a hard time. I hate it when everytime i sneaked to check my phone and saw your message asking me where am i, what time coming home. I know you're asking but I've told you way before school started that school will end at 330 due to coach. Yet you still want prove. Whatever for i want to lie. You would think that i did it so that i can hang around. Please, i would rather go home. Ask my friends, I've always wanted to give cca and coach a miss cause i want to go home.

You dont seem to understand the pressure im going thru at school with all the challenges faced and how hard to keep trying when i always fail. I dont seem to get the support. I want that support i see other parents gave to my friends.

I know you're stress about things at home but you've got to help me here. Cause if you dont, who else would?

Trust and support, thats all, mama.

I want to scream. Its unbearable when people just dont give you a second chance.

Dnt call me rude for answering all family members back. I fought back in that manner cause the way you talk to me led me to use those tone. Dont curse me when i physically hurt you. I Wont stand still after you hit me like how brother grabbed me by the throat and push me behind and slapped me. All these made me act aggressively. Self defense that is. I wont allow this. I may be the youngest but i am on dumb to let things happen just like that.

LEE HONGKI! SARANGHAEYO!

2010-03-01T20:47:00.003+08:00

Really fed up now. Got home drenched along with sharie, weiyong and small boy. Someone claimed guys look hot walking under the rain. He proved it. Haha! Parents fetched me from vista point which was a little too late as i was completely drenched and all soaked.

Left the boys and took the taxi home. Back at home wasnt any better. With mom on one hand disapproving me and my kpop craze and on the other hand, the fucking mio tv just suck. Since 7pm i switched it on till now its still not programming. That means i have no choice but to give master of study a miss today! Fuck i tell you. Never have i missed an episode and its happening today.

Cousin just gave me a call asking whether Mio's working over at my place cause it's not working over at my granny's. It's not working all over. AHHH MASTER OF STUDYYYY~~ -.- ANGRY.

Anyhoos school.
Results gave me the shockest shock of my life. I recalled how sleepy I was during SS paper than I slept during the paper, woke up to write a few lines and closed my eyes for a full 5 -10 minutes at most. After handing in my paper, I slept thru out the break when my friends were busy with their revision and discussion, I was in lalaland. Yet.. I passed both SS and Phy.

Physic paper was seriously easy but I can't do it since I didn't revise. Passing by 2 marks isn't satisfying but not so bad for a sleepy head (: SS seriously made me wonder. I check the paper to see if really it belongs to me. Checked the name over and over again. I can't believe it, never had I passed any SS tests but I scored a nice 10 marks over 18 marks. Life's wonderful isn't it?

Friends started to say it's all luck cause out of the 4 subs I passed, 3 made me wonder how it happened. haha! seriously...

Coach was fun. Mr Cheng taught Electrostatic and again he used that toy thingy and made me scared everytime he touch it. Everyone went ' ehhhh ehhh amirahhhhh ~ ' aigoo...
Taught of giving band prac a miss today but someone started to say ' ponteng lagi ' everytime I said I want to go home when I never ponteng lor. And then all the cca points shit lectures were thrown at me by 4 friends. Awesome. -.- So I went for the dreaded sectionals ever.

I want to blog so much because ... when the clock strikes midnight...

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA LEE HONGKI! Saranghaeyo!
Yeah, that baby up there turns 20/21 ! (:

Spazzed for the whole 3 periods with Rebec just now. Seriously, 3 periods weren't enough to finish our stories but sure were more than enough to loose all our focus for the rest of the day. Spazz like mad, seriously. It was fun! Talked so fast till I said Super Giant when I wanted to say Super Junior. LOL~ And Yi Heng super good at dancing Sorry Sorry la! (:

there's a secret between Yi Heng and I which is the most unbearable secret I have to keep. HILARIOUS LOR. okay nevermind.

While spazzing during SS lesson, I heard Miss Chee said Hongki alot of times and I immediately stopped talking and was in major shockness. HongHWEE was already looking at me smiling. ahah! Some other classmates were looking too. funny uh. Miss Chee even asked ' why? whats wrong with Hongki? ' LIKE OMG FUNNY. nothing's wrong with Hongki cher.

then continue spazzing. lols.

okay, the main objective of this entry is to wish my oppa a happy birthday and hope that tomorrow would be an awesome kick ass day for him and myself (: (: I CAN'T STOP SMILING.

and I can't stop singing Bingeul Bingeul and do their dance moves. Same goes to Manmanhani and Lollipop 2. And rebec sure made me fall deeper for SHINee! GOSHHH REBECCC~ HAHA!

mc mong hurt!

2010-02-27T11:00:00.005+08:00

MC MONG, I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY :'(

Though it's just 2~3 deep cm cut from the nail sticking out from the stage, it's still a deep cut on your face! 5 stitches must hurt :(

Was just watching him on 2d1n yesterday and this morning found out about this. But monkeys are strong right ? hahah (: saranghaeyo~

Was woken up early thanks to my family and their chatterings. Bloody hell so noisy. Bro went to my ear and kept on calling me and I didn't respond. He thought I wasn't breathing and stuff. haha, good act I've put up ! *thumbs up* Was the last one to get up so decided not to tag along for breakfast. Dalja's Spring was on and invicible Youth next. So, stayed home.

Tons of homework to be completed although its coming from just TWO subjects. Forgotten to do one of the graph question and there, I was told to do the graph 5times. Miss Ng sure loves to torture.
ART ART ART, tell me about it.

Actually, I've got no mood to blog any further. I'm sure FTI's file will vanish by the time I have the money to purchase one. And I'm greeted with MC MONG's news this morning.

Hongki's and jonghun's birthday soon! (:

The group also released their own fragrance, "BB Bud's My First Fragrance" in early 2007. In 2009, they released the book Shouting to the World, where the members wrote about the difficulties in their career. The book became a best-seller in South Korea.

can I have both ?! wow my boys bagus sia. ahaha

KPOP.

2010-02-26T15:12:00.004+08:00

Few KPOP updates to be made. Maaan, Im feeling uneasy somehow.

which I don't think I should be feeling this way. -.-?

Baby Seungri attended the entrance ceremony for the Central University school that he will be attending along with SNSD member Yuri. My boy is going to school already :) Loveee his jacket up there ~~

Ah, smexy much ? (:

Baby ri, you have got bad hyungs!
Well, it's really fun and it makes me happy to see them having so much fun.
BIGBANG HWAITING! (:

NEXT. TOP GOT MARRIED ??

The media reported TOP’s marriage exclusively today, however they were reffering to lead guitarist TOP of band Seo Taiji who has the same member as Big Bang’s member T.O.P. and caused disturbance and confusement amongst fans.

Fans reactions were:

•“I thought it was an accident”
•“Big Bang’s TOP my heartd dropped, you know?”
•“I was really surprised…”

HAHAHAHA. FUCK THE MEDIA. I screamed and my chair actually fall back upon reading the media. How the hell can TOP get married! NEVER!

-IBIGBANGWORDPRESS.

Though I ain't a Hottest but man, Jaebeom you have got to comeback. Obviously the hottest needs you.

No mood to blog about anything else. Waiting for Music Bank at 5, cruel temptation at 7 and 2D1N at 11.20pm (: A line up of shows for me !

the truth. you suck.

2010-02-24T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hoping that the internet connection don't suck for now as I'm downloading Cross & Change. Meanwhile, I actually have tons to update. Not about Kpop, for the first time! I think. But of course there's restrictions to everythingggg ~

The thoughts of you backstabbing just irks me to the core. Though we're still in talking terms, at times, I just don't understand what are your motives. You did things just to please yourself, while taking down the rest. How inconsiderate could you be? Oh believe me, 'heartless' isn't created just for boys. You proved to me that even girls are heartless. Be it towards boys or girls.
Since it's YOUR LIFE, take the rest down but not my bestfriend and I. Don't try to wreck things up when you already did. Or else, go suck thumb and cry cause seriously soon, I know you will.

Just.. watch.

and nono, don't go report. cause it's you I'm talking about.

:D smiles.

Common test, all down except for Geog paper which is tomorrow. I have a bad feeling that I'm gonna flunk Phy which was the easiest paper I've ever sat for. Contradict much? Yes. I was so tired that I slept during that less than 20 minutes break before Phy paper starts. The rest were all studying and I was the one who was in lala land, real deep.

Regretted much because I stared at such easy questions and it stared right back at me. Answers were right at the back of my mind yet I can't pen it down. How cruel can life be. Gosh, this actually show how much I love to sleep and get awesome grades -.-

SS was a whole piece of bullshit. I answered every question using less than 5 lines. The whole paper, I only used up about half of the writing paper given. I fell asleep almost everytime I woke up. Get it? Yes, that sleepy. Nie la, spazz mcm org giler.

I felt nothing towards Common Test. Usually there's butterfly in the stomach kind of shit, but nah, not this time around. I'm dead if any teachers were to read this. Last year, everytime I were to blog such stuff, Miss Lee would come up to me and pinch me. Now, there's no more of this and I kinda miss it. Miss Lee seemed like she doesn't care about me anymore!

Makkkaaauuuu irah ni pon boleh jadi masalah per? nyahaa~

I'm looking forward for next week despite knowing that I'll get back my horribly done papers. But why look forward? Cause Azhar was being positive and confident that uniform money will be in by 7th march, which falls on a sundeyyyy. Which means, it'll be in by Friday! Which meanssss, SPENDING TIME! AH IM COMING IM COMING!

Well hoping I'll receive it ah..

Maybe I should use the money for Ukiss and not for cross&change?

HELP ME!

sis would answer back, use the money to pay your bills.

-.---

NADDY LOVE TEXTED ME!

-I love this korean boy. Minho. So cute.

- Lol. From SHINee.

- Really? me my mom and sis are like crazy over him. Fucking hot! ahh!

-hahaha, have to look at my new boyfriend. Hongki. I cried and cried because of him. Sexiest voice I've ever heard.

-Oi irah. dont be like this. I send you to hospital one day and get you cured. How are you?

okay enough the rest don't need.

i miss this girl maan.

Master of study / save up irah!

2010-02-22T21:21:00.001+08:00

Common test day 1 down, not sure how many more to go.

Absolutely worn out. Its been days that i turned in way after midnight trying to work on my art, trying to sleep after spazzing about kpop with friends. Right faa? Haha!

Right now, im watching master of study, trying to read my chemistry notes and blogging simultaneously. Ah it's hard. Obviously all my attention diverts to the show.

I've made up my mind. There's a need for me to get cross and change! Therefore, ukiss isnt confirm unless i save up everyday now. Look forward eh faa! All these sums up to ' no excessive spending on the merchandise! ' oh man.

Mom is totally against me liking Korean. Even watching Korean shows!

Omo, master of study's actors so handsome. CHANDU AH! Takboleh tahan wor.
Looking forward for tomorrow's episode, chandu's leaving for US :( See la, rich family!

CRAZY.

2010-02-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

I, Nur Amirah, is aware of my own spending on the merchandise which I shouldn't be buying excessively. I am already in need of cash for a lot of important errands and yet, I'm spending more than I'm saving on Kpop stuff. I, Nur Amirah know that I have to stop but this is like smoking too, can't stop immediately so thats why....................

I'M GOING TO NP'S OUTLET TOMORROW AND MAYBE JURONG POINT'S TO OWN FT ISLAND'S BARANG BARANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ~ GILA ALREADY GILA ALREADY.
Who's fault? Faa's. serious tak bedek.

but must be back in woodlands before 5 for school.

newnewnew. & prior to Chingay.

2010-02-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

While I'm waiting for Photobucket to finish uploading the slides, I shall make an entry.

Woke up as early as 7.45 am to get ready for school. Took my own sweet time getting ready and left home around 8.3oam and headed to school. Funny thing happened when I was punished for being late. Well, how to put it.. I wasn't punished? Nevermind. hehehe lucky me.

So the whole objective for today's practice was... attire. Blazers here and there. Skirt talks. A whole bunch of numbers coming out from band members' mouth. Well yeah, as per normal there are a few members who don't have their right sizes. The sec 5s cleared ours waaaaay in the morning so we were practically slacking the whole session. Playing games, taking pictures and chit chatting.

To determine what blazer size we'll get, we were told to stand along the perimeter of the music room. I was positive that I will have to give up my S and get an M instead by looking where I was standing. M fitted me all right. Wei Yong, after awhile of not seeing and talking to him came! late -.- Sat and taaaaaaaaaaaaalk.

Irah : wei yong, for a guy right, you a bit short eh.
Wei Yong : I'm tall okay! 166 okay.
Irah : that's considered short!
Wei Yong : you know, guys who are short are more handsome. I'm handsome.
Irah : Don't live in denial please.

Next.

Wei Yong gets a blazer with no size and thought it was M. Keep asking for xs xs xs -.- Exchange with mine to see if his is really M. Turn out, it's L -.-' After trying on mine, M seems to be fine for him and he didn't take it off!

Wei Yong : eh M can leeh.
Irah : ya la can what. still want xs? hahaha.
Wei Yong : eh but a bit big eh.
Irah : skinny whaaaat you.
Wei Yong : eh skinny people have six packs okay. I have. want see not?!

See how he always find ways to defend himself? If not, he'll call me babi. -.-
And the way he actually pointed at me and laughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh because he can go home already and we girls have to stay behind was just annoying. hahaha.

After band, headed to Causeway Point and attacked CC. At first, couldn't find anything to buy and was already saying, ' ah, for the first time man Im not buying anything '. I prove myself wrong in less than 5 minutes. Bought Big Bang, gd, Hongki's photos. Was in such dilemma ( chey dilemma siak ) about which to get. Fiah had hers too.

Raudha came in a bit and we had our lunch. Headed back to raudha's and watched Invicible youth and slacked awhile before he had sent me home on a Vespa. FIRST TIMEEEEE ~

Spent the whole evening getting this blog done and I'm happy it's all revamped although I kinda like the previous one since it's like all big bangggg.

Tomorrow is the big day which I ain't looking forward to. Lack of practice. I'm still not sure of my notes you know. The marching of the band did not improve. I really really hope tomorrow would rain when the event starts. That way, we do not need to perform not march! Happy life isn't it?

The following day marks the start of Common Test which I am 1% ready for. Seriously, no kidding. I'm admitting that I've been procrastinating all these while and my mind isn't set yet. Well, maybe failure in the beginning might wake me up. We'll see.

I have TONS of pictures to be uploaded. Kpop to school excursions to kampung trip to band practice etc. But I just don't feel like uploading thanks to this laptop. Lag nak mampos when it comes to all these. Nevermind, I'll do it when I'm on the Pc instead. (:

I wanna be rich and spend money like there's no tomorrow.
Really.

2010-02-19T17:05:00.004+08:00

charismatic Top ; hottest man alive.
LOOK AT HIS WRIST BANGLE.

YOUNGBAE!

Daesung! still awkward with Seungri?
HAHA!

Gd's young style!

LAST BUT NEVER THE LEAST, BABY! SMEXY AH STRONG BABY!

ya bias put two of baby's and just one for others! haha. Ehy, the rest are all the bestest of the bestest shot okay!

Anddd yes irah cannot control herself. Maaan Im becoming more and more out of hand instead of toning down because it's not yesterday I indulged myself with Big Bang. nyhaha~

Rushed home after clearing some errands at school and got myself Lollipop 2 the minute I stepped into my house. Kay fake ah minute, asap is a wiser choice. I personally think it's really big bang kind of genre and style while the first one with 2NE1 is more of a collaboration kind of song. Yeah, so that's why its different. (: (: (:

I feel like getting Lollipop and sell my Crystal already. But I think it's stupid because I spent $_____ on crystal and now I want a Lollipop. Big bang! see what you guys are doing to me. You guys are draining my pocket when it's already freaking dryyyyyyy.

I'm sure to get my sister to get me a proper merchandise when she's heading to Korea. I'm sure her korean friend would know where she can get one! *prayyyy, amin!*

School was okay. Didn't expect myself to be so awake during mother Tongue lesson when I only had like.. 2 hours of sleep? yeah. Perhaps Mdm Azah was being hilarious thru out the lesson. Maths was frustrating when topics gets harder and drier. I dont get it why sec five topics are all very mafan.

Art was rather sensitive in a way and PAIN. why? Mensturation cramp strike this time around and it was unbearable.

alright, music bank start already. Eagerly waiting for 2AM, U-Kiss and CNblue to perform. And SNSD, enough of Oh! hahah!

ought to be studying for common test but here I am blogging and Music Bank-ing !
Shall study after Cruel Temptation at 8pm till 2D1N starts! (: (: (: So many things lined up for today. Contented I am.

2010-02-19T02:44:00.000+08:00

Ah hi. Im blogging thru my crystal and it's pretty troublesome but i cant help but to surf the net before going to bed. That is those few big bang's webs and allkpop. Haha.

Watched American idol earlier on and boy john park made it thru! You go Korean-American. Besides supporting him because he's Korean and also Asian, its also because damn he has the voice man. And cant deny that that beastly roar he did reminds me of taec instantly. Gosh! Haha.

Should have gave school a miss later and not yesterday cause LOLLIPOP PART 2 WILL BE OUT AT 11AM LATER ! AH gila alr.

Anyway. Band earlier on. Was both a waste of my time for making my way to school and also enjoyable. Couldnt control laughing towards the end. asy was also laughing already and making signals to me. Jack who was facing me did the same thing.

Rushed home alone cause cruel temptation was about to start in 10 freaking minutes! I made it back home on time, panting while watching. Lol.

Okay 3am already!pretty sure I'll doze off during mother tongue.

Irah: *singing sunset glow to my bigbang file*
Cikgu: *watched and laugh*

few days later, i forgot where i put my homework.
so as i was searching for it inside my big bang file..

Cikgu: ah mana awk letak. Nanti buat file letak muka saya.

Sumpah i laughed.

2010-02-18T01:49:00.005+08:00

So baby, how's school ? :( Dont attend those 'meetings'! ) what meetings? blind dates.

Weird that Im feeling the stress in completing Art at 2am now but since I started, 90% of my fingers are typing and my eyes are glued to the screen. What else? Bigbang x1000 and Ft Island. Thank god for having youtube. From watching bigbang's funny videos for the millionth time to Hongki trying to speak English to 2ne1 to Ze:A's funny song that Fiah and I laughed about etc..

Seriously, Kpop is taking control of my life..

I'm seriously seriously considering Ft Island's concert. I might as well save up for Big bang but I knowwwwwww its a pigs fly situation. I've been Alyssha about this and she said, go if you can afford it. Hell yeah I think I would -.- But I would kill myself I can't pay for VIP pass to Bb's in future. seriously, murder myself..

Baby and Daesung will be the MC's on Music Core and Im hoping there's videos up in youtube on the 2oth! 2NE1's comeback with try to copy me. Anyhoooooooos, I don't get why Oh! top the charts now. YG family have to! come 2ne1 and daesung shii!

And again....

EARGERLY WAITING FOR TOP'S RELEASE!! that fancam made me go cuhhrazy already.

Now I wish I have a rich boyfriend who would pay for all my kpop stuff..
obviously in need of CASHHHHHHHHH. If I knew, I wouldn't have spent a single of my pay..
aiyaa regret.

PLus, I just sent my order form yesterday. There, I need at least another 50bucks for the merchandise I've ordered thru the bigbang website. *pray hard Singapore is one of the countries they ship in!* And to get Top's new album real soon! And bigbang's new album too! OHMYGOD CANNOT WAIT. Can I use my olevel fees money for all these? :D

OK DAH SLEEPY.

I think I will cry in my sleep later cause silas seriously made me laugh like gila just now. He did too Im sure. (:

A week or less to GD's final verdict. Shall wait for that day..
oppa, don't go to Jail. Or else, I'll be eating apples all day long.
But seriously oppaa! dont! I love that bed scene! it's not obscene.

2010-02-15T19:24:00.004+08:00

KPOP UPDATES.
GO AND DIE IF NOT INTERESTED.

I feel like maknae is usually taken for granted, maybe because he doesn’t do a lot of solo activities like the rest of the members or simply because he is the maknae. I don’t know but I found this picture today and it just needed to be posted because I know some fans are seungri deprived and he is just so adorable~!

Since we're on the Maknae topic, baby and Minzy are heating up! They are both voted as Kpop Maknae Idols!

YG FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY!! (: *just like how CL says it*

MANNN I have tons of spamshots of my boys especially Baby's. My phone memory is flooded with 100% all korean artist songs and bigbang's picture.

Some of my girls are slowly liking some of my boys. Eh alyssha eh nathasha eh filiana (this one memang suke )
**

Just got back from Melaka. Stayed there for two nights. Endured with the surroundings and toilet. Yes, I'm still alive. it's not that bad as I thought. Why not? Cause I only used the toilet for shower. First night was okay as we ewnt sraight to bed after reaching the house at 3.4oam -.-
Second night was a little terrible caused I spent the whole afternoon sneezing and had gastrics.
Slept real tight after taking yellow pills ~ and was literally kicked out of lala land when Alif kicked me in the head while sleeping -.- Woke up and threw his leg to the other side.

Early morning at 7am, all of us got ready and left to do some errands then breakfast! Pak Long's roti canai Jjang! nyyyahahauhauhau ~ Home sweet home.

Bought a Magazine called EPOP, at one of the petrol station. Magazine is basically filled with 90% korean stuff and another 10% goes to the lame game downloads,epopfanz message and Taiwan & Japan groups. how much? 4 FREAKING RINGGIT ONLY. Plus, Ft Island's Poster kauuu! Been yearning for one after regretting not getting the previous one which came along with SHINee's.

Got home and got the message from Faa.
MC MONG AT ORCHARD?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!
Is my Ji won and Seung gi there too? hahaha.

AH IM GOING EVEN MORE CRAZIER HARU HARU.
Sometimes I asked myself when is this Kpop craze's gonna end?
Then I answered myself by asking another question :

.....

...

even if it ended, will you want to end it? CAN I actually shove away my boys and then go crazy over the new craze example.... MPOP? malaysia pop. HAHA!

So, I'm hoping that my loveeeee for Kpop and bigbang & esp babyri! stays infinite.

Amin.

I'll end this entry with the hottest man alive. haha!

2010-02-13T16:45:00.004+08:00

I seriously have to finish up my art.
I seriously have to finish up my overdue malay and maths homework.
I have to wash my school shoes or well I'll be going to school with dirty shoes.
I have to wash my uniforms before tuesday.

To sum up, I don't want to balek kampung tonight as I've got 'TONS' of things to do.
And, I need allkpop and bigbang's wordpress and KBS! How can I excess to it at kampung you tell me. that's the most important reason actually.

But mom is being mom, forcing me to go.
I've yet pack my stuff. Habes ah aku..

and my pm reads ' I DONT WANT BALEK KAMPUNG THIS EVENING! '
And Kaymin act kyo only said ' why don't want to go home? hahahaha '
Sorry kaymin I ignored you cause I want to.

LAST,
Should I spend the pay I've been saving up and those little money I've been saving up for IN CASE big bang coming or... use it FOR FT ISLAND THIS MARCH!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!
Now this is the most important issue. And Silas also act kyo asked me to give him the money.
I guess he have yet seen my shoes fly into his mouth. LOL.

2010-02-11T16:24:00.004+08:00

BIG SHOW'S FANCAM ARE AWESOME.

I got a glimpse of how Top's new song video would be like. How's it like? Fucking awesome. I watched my baby did strong baby. Less flirty this time around. haha ! baby, you're awesome. I tried to place myself there, fancaming the concert. Feeling feeling. Damn Im sure to enjoy and open my eyes seriously big and capture a mental image/video of the concert.

And oh, there's Marissa to go to Big bang's concert with if there's one in the future (:

So Big bang sure made a big spot on the Japan Asia Awards for placing in sooo much catogeries. Along with 2ne1 and Gdragon himself. Awesome jop guys.

Favorite overall artist/band
1. Tohoshinki (TVXQ/DBSK)
2. Arashi
3. Ayumi Hamasaki
3. Big Bang
3. Super Junior

Best overall Male Solo
1. G-Dragon (Big Bang)
2. Gackt
3. Yamashita Tohomisa (NEWS)

Best Single 2009
1. Stand By U – Tohoshinki (TVXQ/DBSK)
2. Again – YUI
3. Koe Wo Kikasete – Big Bang

Best Album 2009
1. Heartbreaker – G-Dragon
2. Sorry, Sorry – Super Junior
3. Tohoshinki

Best overall Girlband
1. 2NE1
2. Girls’ Generation (SNSD)
3. Scandal

Best K-Pop artist/band
1. Big Bang
2. Super Junior
3. 2PM

Most want-to-be girlfriend/boyfriend
Boyfriend
1. Jaejoong (Tohoshinki)
2. Tomohisa Yamashita
3. G-Dragon

source: BBVIPZ

AND I WANT TO AUDITION FOR LOLIPOP GIRL! BUT ONE REQUIREMENT : TALENTS.

i don't have that so yeah byebye.

Okay, I gave school a miss today and people at home behaved like as if I left school alr -.-

You said studies will do ME good in future. then, why you bother uh? Go settle the problems at home which might crumble this family down instead of worrying about my studies.

2010-02-09T23:38:00.002+08:00

So finally..

Internet's back. Mio's back. Feeling Estatic despite disliking Mio tv for sucking so much. But as long as my KBS is there, I'll live with it.

Time check: 11.45pm
I'm feeling very sleepy already to the extent that i die die die want to sleep right now but my fingers are pretty itchy at late nights.. -.- Not suprised to have 1480 unread emails the moment I signed in to MSN few minutes ago.. Chatting with mat dutch and sumpah cannot tahan with his merepekness.

FILIANA, I READ YOUR ENTRY ON FINAL DESTINATION 3.
BABE, SUMPAH OUTDATED. AHAHHAHAHAHA !

I've been slacking eversince school started. Homework are always given a miss. Even if it's completed, it's not done with 100% effort put in. I've been feeling lethargic every day at school and hands down, dozing off while lessons are on is something I have not missed yet. What's new anyway? Ah, with Shahira's pillow like arms, it feels like I'm sleeping in my own room with my pillows. Yes, that comfortable ah her arm. Best sia.

Apart from dozing off, I was all healthy in the morning but all sneezy and weak after recess. Mdm Shuryati realised that the fan on top of my head is pretty shaky and shall not be switched on till it's fixed. BAM, flu. Why? it's so warm and I could literally feel the dust from the papers and floors and in the air all around me..

WEDNESDAY.. WEDNESDAY..
A day full of draggy lessons. I gave last week's Wednesday a missed and was hoping to skipped this week's but there's this excursion which most of us got excited about. Why excited? you tell me when was the last time we really had this kind of excursion? Haengbok la abeh sumer. Alr bought titbits with Nathasha just now.

OKAY I WANT GO DOWNLOAD 2NE1'S NEW SONG ALR.
EXCITED BYE.

2010-01-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

Am i sad? feeling fine? mad? very sad? I don't know.

Problems arise one after another. Heartbreaks, emotions gone wild and couldn't control it.
Mannn, I sound like some saddist.

Shouldn't live in denial, irah. shouldn't.

What I need from You now is...

2010-01-14T21:26:00.005+08:00

What's left when GD is gone?
EXACTLY WHEN WILL THE REAL VERDICT COMES?
what did he do wrong? WHY ARE THE PROSECUTORS EVEN INVESTIGATING ON A PERFORMANCE WHICH IS ARTS ? WHY MUST ARTS BE JUDGED?

FUCKYOU, PROSECUTORS!

Never did I know you were someone I would want to treasure. I thought it was something or rather a temporary feeling towards you as you were very nice to me few months back. I thought I could leave it all behind and focus on what I'm working on now but little did I know you were one of the things that I have in mind all day long.

Chocolate.
I dug it out from the bin after my sis accidentally threw it away. Why go thru all the digging? Cause it's from you..

Chocolate, is the only thing I have left from you. It's smashed, and too disgusting to eat. But I kept it intact. Never placed it outside before but to my surprise, the chocolate was just next to me at night while I was lying down 2 days back. It shocked me because there are no possibilities that the chocolate dropped from somewhere..

It saddens me to know you're also one of them who hurt me. One after another.
Alot.

No trust among the decos in school life -

No time to settle down in school. No time to fit in into the new group of classmates. Lessons started proper on the second day and Coach programme already started this week. I've been dozing of in class towards the end of the day.. Fatigue.

A new environment for me which is pretty hard to blend in. I'm used to the old environment which I am very comfortable in. Accepted the fact that it's for our own good, I tried to make things work for me. But no, the pressure is ON me. Knowing that I've been placed in that class, I have to work extra extra hard. But looking at all my classmates, this class is waayyy out of my league. Definitely the weakest link and I'm starting to think that the school made a wrong choice by wanting to help me. O Levels was just something I hope. Never have I seen myself actually sitting in class, working to that common goal the whole class is heading for. Now, finally I can use the word pressure cause seriously this IS one.

I definitely need a slower pace. Cause this push I'm getting from 5N1, is just bringing me down.
Teachers, reconsider...

Shine a light.
People starts to give me a proper attention the minute they were told I have got no mood.
Irah, why? I'm here for you - wow, it's a major surprise to hear that coming from you.
why babe? share please - another..
what happened hunn? - another one..

All these came from the guys.. weird.
Thanks anyway..

It's friday tomorrow, I wanna wrap the week up alr.

2010-01-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

Further updates on GD's prosecution.

VIPs, continue with the Petition! We've got to save our Ji Yong. Ji yong can never serve 1 year or less in Jail and $5,000 in fine.

I actually can't think straight after knowing things have gotten this hard and waaaaaaay to complicated. Despite the fact that indecency took place, I don't think Ji Yong deserve the sentences.

JIYONG OPPA! SARANGHAE! must be very hard on your part.. Hais..

Besides this......
My baby got fatter alr. Ah baby so chubby! (:

anddd on a happier note which I should not have one cause of all these, I've got my LG CRYSTAL BABYYYY (: and Big bang goodies worth $31 of my money WHICH I SHOULDNT TOUCH AT ALL!

the plan was just to get 2 phone chains to complete my new phone, but there was so many big bang items that I wish I cna have all. Seungri's socks, big bang's file, more calender etc. In the end, I got myself two phone chains, big bang REMEMBER note book and 2010 calender which depicts their picture on everyyyy pageee (:

ok school suck in some way and awesome in another.
whatever rocks your sampan.

ok still, im upset.

Inherit faster!

2010-01-03T19:24:00.001+08:00

Sister bought Iphone yesterday, her less than 3 month Samsung Preston was given to brother.
Her Creative Zen is given to me :D

Now, I don't need such a big memory card for Lg crystal. seppp duet.
OK BYEEE.

SCHOOL!

***

Big Bang will return this summer to the Kpop music industry.

YG Entertainment’s chief executive/founder, Yang Hyun Suk had a phone call with Star News last December 31st in which he said, “Big Bang will return with a new album in mid-2010, they will release a new full album in Korea this summer.” he said.

It’s been a long time since Big Bang released an album as a whole. Their last album was in November 2008, and ever since they’ve been working in Japan and on their solo activities.

However, Big Bang will focus on Japanese activities for the first half of 2010.

YG said, “On December 30 at the 51st Japan Record Awards, Big Bang won the ‘Best Newcomer Award’ due to this big recognition in Japan, Japanese music officials and fans have a lot of expectations from Big Bang for 2010, for this reason Big Bang will focus on activities in Japan for the first half of 2010.”

Also, “For the Korean fans waiting for Big Bang, Daesung will debut with his solo album next year as well as TOP.” YG said.

According to Yang Hyun Suk early next year, Taeyang’s solo album will be released offline. After that Daesung will release his solo album for which he is currently recording and producing right now. Seungri and TOP will also release a digital single or mini album for the fans.

In addition, Korean fans will be able to enjoy three Big Bang concerts starting January 29th to January 31st at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium

OHMYGOD :D Double happiness!
SEUNGRI, PLEASE A SOLO ALBUM! FINALLY, BIG BANG IS BACKKK.
coming back la... haha!

OMG HHAPPINESS. HAPINESS!

WHO SAID BIGBANG AINT GOOD NO MORE?

2010-01-01T01:58:00.002+08:00

Read this :

Exclusive five-member male group Big Bang had their tickets for their first out of three concerts, sold out in just 5 minutes. On December 29th tickets for YG Entertainment’s Big Bang “Big Show” concert started selling and according to the online shopping site G Market that was selling them, this Big Show 2010 concert sold a total of 12,000 seats in just 5 minutes.

As soon as the tickets were out about 15 million people accessed the site simultaneously in order to get their hands on some tickets.

Big Bang’s “Big Show 2010” concert filled with exclusive performances will be held at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium starting on January 29th to January 31st.

-ibigbang.wordpress

My boys flew to Japan on the 30th to attend 51st Japan Awards and was nominated Rookie/new artist award which they won! Congrats boys! I love how Japanese pronounce Big bang. Big ke BHANGG.
HAHAHA.
HIPHIPHOORAY to my boys. Put up a good show and take care of our maknae okay? See you at the concert, in Youtube :( Indeed this blog is like a website alr, especially with the new blogskin. Didn't know that people still do have the craze to do BB's skin. And thanks to best teman for the editings and thanks to me for putting up Big bang all over -.- Yeah, ain't sick of it.

I don't seem to get it about why YG entertainment promotes GD more than Big bang themselves. GD is everywhere. Solo album, solo artist, collaboration with artists and so on. He even got accused for plagiarism and as well as what happened to him during his first solo concert. Seriously, blame those kids who showed up at his concert. I SERIOUSLY think they enjoyed the bed scene rather than wanting him to get into trouble. Ah, whats up, korea?

Well, maybe because GD and Taeyang have been in the company for longer years than other members. TOP is featuring in a new Movie right after IRIS, which was also another controversy. Netizens claimed that his role in the IRIS is redundant and the only reason that he was featured in IRIS was to attract teen viewers.
I don't get it why my boys are being treated this way...

I see Anti YG lately.

nevertheless, VIPs love for hyungs will never fade!
GD, TAEYANG, TOP, SEUNGRI, DAESUNG! HWAITING!

***

I'm waiting for my colleagues to upload the pictures taken prior and the closing day. I've officially resigned from Delifrance, so did most of my part time colleagues. It hurts me to see a number of them tearing up, especially Auntie Muihoon and Mdm NgSim. Not forgetting dear Managers, Kak Noor and Kak Dyla. The farewell session after the feasting in our own Outlet was the best. Sad but happening. Everyone seemed to have bonded real well within the longest working period, about 3months for most of them.

Things weren't good for me at home today. As I were crying earlier on, I wanted to go to work. To meet my colleagues, my managers, my WW members. I realised how much time I've spent with them during my hols and not at home and others. I realised that I've been close with new people within months. Im already starting to miss Filiana and A.izzaty to the max. Only god knows how much fun and laughters we shared all these while.Working at Np's Deli wasn't a mistake.

School books, School shoes, school bag not yet bought. How to go to school this Monday?!!? I have no idea. Perhaps postpone everything till pays in. I was thinking to do something about my hair and maybe pamper myself with a Nike school shoe, and a simple Jansport. But ah, most propably getting school books with my own money.. Sigh. Gaji 4 ribu takper.

On a happier note, I'm just a few days away from LG CRYSTAL! Despite me in need of cash for school, hell no I'm gonna give crystal a miss. ^^,

That's about it.

Anyhoos. Happy 2010 to everyone. God bless everyone.

2009-12-31T01:31:00.003+08:00

I'm tired.
I'm mad with you.
I'm upset.
I'm very angry.
I'm pissed off.
I'm sad.

Fuck but really, it takes two hands to clap. What exactly were you doing this few months? What exactly was that relationship? No Im not expecting much but shit you don't have to do that.

Now Im longing to see you sitting at the escalator, waiting for me.
Now Im longing to see your text messages.
Now Im longing to see you at night to take your stuff from me.
Now Im longing to hear you calling me Bodoh and telling to shut up whenever I start singing.
Now Im longing to know that I'm gonna see you after work, before work and so on.
Now Im longing to receive calls from you and hear you say, ' eh I downstairs alr eh! '

What was I thinking when I called you FIRST upon getting my results.
WHO ARE YOU TO ME?

And I hate myself for ignoring you THAT FEW MINS when you appeared at my work place but I continued doing my work when my colleagues actually shook my body, tapped my shoulders and all to tell me you're outside. I think that ignorance is the caused of all these. For that, thanks to me.

But I'm not blaming myself fully.

Knowing there's no other way to contact you other than MSN, if you could check your phone (though it's spoilt), you would see millions of miss calls from me.

Honestly, I miss the way how you treated me, even as a friend.

I think I think too much about the fact that I scored good for Ns and family doesn't seem to show any kind gestures to me like other friends received. I myself know that Im upset about that till I had a nightmare depicting my own sister shouting, screaming, scolding, cursing me for being less educated than her. My mom was there and she was shocked. I tried to fight back, like I always do. But I choked up as I was tooooo friggin hurt till no voice came out and all I did was crying. In that dream, I was crying silently, no voice. Took a deep breath and wanted to cry out loud ( still in the dream! ), I actually wailed in reality. Which means, I woke up and was wailing and crying like I was beaten up. I realised I was crying, but I didn't stop. The dream was so real and I can imagine it happening.

SERIOUSLY, NOT HANDLING LIFE WELL.
I need a break.

AND YOU ! SHE DESERVES ALL OF IT. stop making me feel guilty.

..dont talk to me. goodnight.

2009-12-28T17:38:00.003+08:00

I really want the Hip Hop Gangsta of Big bang to come back. listen to the songs I've been uploading and changing one after another. See what I mean? I miss their old albums, ALOT.

AH, happily Bigbang-ing on youtube and received a call from Azhar. Need to cover his shift at 7pm. Aiya, 4 hours shift again! no break leh!

And you, geuman mannaja. Bianhe.
I see no point alr.

bye.

2009-12-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I realised that my love for you are stronger than my love for Chocolate Croissant.
Sometimes I realised that it was nothing as we need two hands to clap. From what I see, there's only one.

Now I'm feeling guilty for totally ignoring you just now. I don't know whats up with me. But just so you know, I was relieved to know that you asked my colleagues to hug and kiss me when they see me. Im so sorry but I love you da gor jis mar. lols what the hell...

Work was really WORK just now. Okay, not making any sense here. All I can say is that today was one of the toughest working days. AH, gotta have to endure and enjoy cause there wont be anymore of kak noor, kak dyla, Jamin, Amer, Rosemary, Aunty baker, Filiana, Izzaty, Amira, Azhar, baha, danial,Syafiq, faris, ME -.-, er.. shawn, Hanifa, Ganesh, puspah and the list goes on...

Aiyo.
Anyhoos, LG CRYSTAL IM COMING, PLEASE WAIT HOR. STAY AFFORADABLE!
please don't go ne gyo te stay.. k lol again.

Okay, have to wake up by 6plus to take passport -.- then off to work at 3.
Adoi, penat!

2009-12-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

Dreaming of getting some present for scoring well for N level was a huge mistake. What I get from that wasn't any kind of benefits but instead it was all a loss. Planning of getting a present for myself (lg crystal) covered my mind the whole time while I was at home, at work, any where any time but it was all gone just in split seconds. What is this? Other's enjoyed being pampered and being spent with luxurious stuff while Im on the far end, receiving all these?

That phone call I ignored for the first time was the most important phonecall which was bringing the most important and heaviest news. And I ignored it and continue doing stock checking at work. The next phonecall was the phonecall I was hoping that I will never receive.

She was someone who I thought would be one of the strongest grandmother living on Earth. She was someone who kept on calling each and every of her children's house almost every hour, without fail just to check whether us, her grandchildren have eaten, got home safely from here and there and so on. We tend to get irritated at times and I regret for feeling so.

But what's the point of regretting ?

It didn't strike me until I saw her body. As cold as she was in Claim 2, I couldn't imagine how cold it would be in the 'icebox' of the Mortuary that she was kept in for one night. My aunty who was badly affected fainted and was shivering the whole time and was saying, ' mak sejuk ' (granny's cold). Seeing everyone tearing up, especially grandad hurts the hell out of me. As a BIG family of almost 30 grandchildren and about 10 children never ever so grandad cried before, until that day.

Abah, we all janji untuk jage abah. bersabar jer bah..

The traditional process before the burial is pretty personal. All I can say is it was my first experience of loosing someone who's close to heart and it was something I dont ever want to face again.

Slept at Granny's for two days. Now back home after the compassionate leave and will be working 12hours shift tmr, at 11.

Mak, yaya akan bace kan Alfatiha dan ingatkan mak. Terime kasih mak untuk segale gale nyer. I'll always be your Ikan parang who has gone chubbier now mak.

It hurts even more when my niece whispered at late granny's ears while sobbing,
'kenape dier buat nek yang ain mcm gini?'

2009-12-22T00:57:00.002+08:00

Today started off hard. Woke up and got ready for work. Head to Causeway's Deli and collected some HEAVY items for our outlet. From peoples view, it seems light as the bag of straws were facing them while the hard, chilled and compressed items were inside. So they might e wondering, ' why is she so lembek? it's just straws la please -.- ' Lek sua eh. lol

Today's crowd were pretty fucked up. Very demanding group of family and people just don't understand the sign on the menu stand which says, ' PLEASE WAIT TO BE SEATED '. The next thing I know, I saw 2 groups of customers seated and showing hand signs ' where's the menu?? '

Tell me, how can I NOT be fucked up ? 4 hours shift been a piece of shit to me.
And guess what, tmr's a 4shift work AGAIN.

Chillax with the managers after work at the back before heading back to woodlands with kak dyla and A.Izzaty. Met bestfriend outside school and she said I looked like someone who was fired. -.- with that appearance, I agree. heh.

Went home awhile and out again at about 6pm to look for LG CRYSTAL BABY. Yeah, mom wouldn't be happy about it but I'll do anything it takes to get something related to Big bang (:
Hoping for my pay to be reasonable and get it imeediately after schoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooollllllllllllllll on 7th (:

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT CRYSTAL AND BIG BANG.
yes, fanatic. Me being a fanatic doesn't bother your life a single bit. SO, yeah.

So second half of work was okay. Was suppose to come back to help Azhar as Shawn will be going home early and kak noor has to help Hanifa with cashier. But our CEO of WW (inside joke) didnt turn up so I was practically covering his shift. takper takper.. Closing was fun actually.

Don wasn't around nor did we meet at night since he was busy ton-ing -.-'
heran ah ngan budak budak nowadays. And I'm no more bodoh. Now, he calls me idiot, sometimes bodoh and most often, the always use, the nonstop sentence,

You go eat shit la.

OUCH SIA.

Went online and Silas was alr picking on me the minute he started the conversation. Stupid guy who needs running machine at home since he needs to do runs at home. hahahah, another inside joke.

iRAHH IS VIP ♥ : SEUNGRI BABY says:
how's results?
silasss says:
go ite la.
hahhaha.
iRAHH IS VIP ♥ : SEUNGRI BABY says:
okok talk tmr!
go top up
go sleep
silasss says:
irah go ite laa..
hahaha.

no shame, pulling me to go matrep course with him. lols.

& NADIAH ABDUL RAZAK CAME ONLINE AFT SO LONG! AHH !

2009-12-20T00:56:00.004+08:00

A crumpler or jansport for school ?
A crumpler or jansport or a new phone similar to Cyon Crystal using next pay?
Continue working after Np's Deli close down or concentrate on school?
Continue my craze for Big bang or simmer down in order to have space in my brain for education?

I'm going nuts over these trivial matters. Next pay faster come, I need to buy awesome stuff to start of 2010 happily!

after much thinking, if the price is within the range of 300 to 400 plus, I will spend my next pay on that baby on top. Hoping to save up moree now, and in time to come in order to pay the subscription fees.

Just have a look how awesome the functions are. serious shit.

Seungri and Tae Yang CF on this phone. Cute and adorable.

MUST WATCH

2009-12-19T05:03:00.001+08:00

Friends? Are you there ?

2009-12-19T02:07:00.002+08:00

baby, did you pray or did something for me? hahahaha, what a wish man!

Despite the fact that I will have to greet people like Caroline, Darian, Huai Qing, and the rest as Sirs and Mams in band next year, I'm delightful enough that I'm promoted to Sec Five with my own hard work. Yes, no teacher closing one eye and pulling up my grades. It's purely me and my hard work. Indeed it's all paid off.

I wanna say that I think my grades aren't satisfying enough, but Alhamdullilah it's better than nothing. So much better, I can say. I didn't expect myself scoring 14 for my N Level. Mama, I hope 14 is a good evidence that I really did put in the effort although I've been heck care -ing about revisions.

ALL YOU DO IS ART ART ART !, you said.
There, I've gotten a 2 for art, which helps alooooooooooooooooooooooot.

On a happier note, I'll get to see Mr Aaron Cheng for a year more ! And Mr Nicholas, that is if he's a permanent teacher eh? Hot sia he in the year book. go see go see!

My mind ain't thinking properly now, no focus on blogging.
I'll end it here.

Lunch date tmr?

2009-12-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

BIG BANG

I don't get why netizen keep on commenting and commenting when they don't go and fetch the facts first. I'm talking about our Tae yang Wedding Dress live performance. We fans know that Korean artist are mostly doing oth singing and dancing. How on earth can one do both flawlessly?

Of course they will have to play or make a new recording to support them. I mean, those part where they will focus on the moves and the cd will play the chorus.

Netizens said things like dont get me fans but don't you think he was backed up way too much? Eh babi, almost all artist does that.

We'll see if you could do the song with the awesome dance moves flawlessly, shit.

***

<Br>Big bang's having A big solo concert, BIG SHOW.
Oh, please bring me to Olympic Park Stadium
● Dates:
- Fri January 29th, 2010 8:00 p.m.
- Sat, January 30th, 2010 6:00 p.m.
- Sun, January 31st, 2010 5:00 p.m.
● Venue: Olympic Park Stadium
● Price: ₩ 77,000 a seat
● Organizer: YG Entertainment
● Sponsor: G-Market

Love it how Big bang have three show dates like their past concerts. Baby, don't faint again please. & another problem, I will seriously really seriously get freakingly envious and jealous of those VIPs that will be screamingggg and shouting the slogan :( UGH.

BIG BANG HWAITING ! must be working their asses off and seungri's dark rings must be appearing moree.

**********************************

OK IM NOT AT EASE.

No more promoting strong baby.. baby needs more solos, gd !

no more strong baby, that causes tears to flow down. will you be performing strong baby during your Big show, baby?

2009-12-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I can stay faithful.
I don't know if I can swallow in all those painful remarks.
I don't know if I can accept that you guys are not just mine.
I don't know if I can accept that she's better than me.
I don't know if I can accept the fact that you're not the better one among the rest.
I don't know how to take all that in.

How can I not know? Cause to me, I feel that I know you well enough. Even better than any ex boyfriends I had in the past. How can I not know? You're the BEST of the best that I know.
Seriously, you're the best.

I'm just having so much doubts about everything. EVERYTHING.
Big bang, seungri, results, work, myself, him, seungri, big bang, seungri big bang, seungri.

my heart is aching from time to time and I just cant find the reason why it's happening.
What the fuck is wrong with me?

I need to sleep. soon, it'll be 3 am and I need to be up by 7am.
Cheers.

2009-12-13T02:20:00.003+08:00

I was so busy and was trying to get well and forgotten about baby.

Happy 19th Birthday Seungri ! You're legal now, but please no Soju for you!
Belated though, it was yesterday (12th). baby is so young yet so famous and stuff. (:

babybabybaby, saranghae!

Girls at work noticed that I was super hardworking today. I washed the dishes when I never wanted to, I wiped the tables when it was only about 5pm, not closing yet. Even closing, I didn't wipe the tables with the sanitizer. whoopps. I wiped the front counter table, cleaned the dirty plates area and more. Maybe because it was baby's birthday, I had this extra UMP! to work and enjoy it. HEEHEH, thanks baby! and yes, I sang A LOT of korean songs at work today. a lot, i tell you.

I really can't get enough of baby.

2009-12-11T18:41:00.006+08:00

MY BABY LOOKING SO GOOD UH.♥♥♥♥
Those big bang words & his name was edited by me. Cool huh, it was a random font I chose and vwalla, it look like some photoshoot edits. hehehehe.

oooh baby, you're so fine.

IMMA VIP !

A concert this coming January, bigbang oppas?
HWAITING!! ¬ ♥

Oh, gave work a miss today. I don't know whats with my nose and my body.
bleeding mucus and aching like mad.